SprinG BlenD: The Dream That Came True...

The Black Agenda...

2011-11-22T17:11:00.001+04:00

Life...is a mystery..u think u know where ur headed..u think u know ur self..ur friends..days pass by and u realize u have only discovered a drop in the ocean about ur self and people around u.."Don't be naive.." my father always tells me :D i reply jokingly -although it has some truth in it- "people who r naive are more comfortable and have less worries in life cuz they dont have to worry about the complicated human mind and the lies it can create and the words it hides behind..naive people are living in peace in many times cuz they speak their heart out"- i have no idea if this sentence is right:D-they don't have agendas i guess..prepared scaRry black lil agendas is what sometimes get us in trouble ..dont u think?The agenda that tells us to act untrue to our nature just to please others..to get some where..high up there..some day..-that is if we get there anyways :D-The agenda to force our selves into some social commitments..The agenda to fake our words to match people's Satisfaction & Taste and The AGENDA to pretend we are someone else just because people won't accept us the way we truly are.. ^__^just some random thoughts to share ...Have fun BeauTiful PeopLe ^___^..oh wait..maybe i am saying that cuz it's my agenda to make u feel good about urself and come back again and lure u to write comments for me and tlel ur friends about my blog so i can get famous :Pbut seriously..u r BeauTiiful :D

Mis You Blogging World...

2011-11-22T17:07:00.001+04:00

I Miss BloGGing.. a piece of me : )will come back soon i had a technical problem in posting :Sthanks for those who care..even a little :)

SMILE : )

2011-07-27T10:03:00.011+04:00

الحمد الله

Smile cuz u can ..smile cuz its free and easy..smile cuz ur alive and healthy..smile cuz it can shade ur tears and sadness away..smile please..cuz i am asking you to.. : ) ^____^

SMILE..no matter how ur feeling..SAD..DISAPPOINTED..angry..broken..cuz those feelings can soon fade away and be replaced with Beautiful BlesSings & Experiences..

SMILE..cuz ur blessed with health..beauty..sense of security..good loving family..

SMILE..cuz ur alive..walking..talking..seeing

SMILE..cuz ur reading this which means u have access to the net..most likely from a nice home ....with loving people around u..

SMILE..cuz u can read ..many people didnt have the chance to learn

SMILE..cuz u have the time to read this..the time to take care of ur self and pamper ur self..time to go out..have fun with ur family..many people work long hours or 2 jobs and have barely timme to sit..relax and see their family..

SMILE..cuz u have food elhamdu Allah..and u don't have to worry about what u have to eat the next day..

SMILE..cuz you..and I have the chance to change the world.. to help a child like that in the pic ..perhaps to draw a smile on her/his face ..

Smile..cuz we can be HapPy and can make others HapPy too with the help of Allah : )

اللهم لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك
Images from:

http://www.cartoon-pictures.info/2011/03/11/funny-monkey-pictures/
http://www.clipartguide.com/_pages/0511-0811-0316-4960.html
http://melissagalt.com/how-to-get-more-done-in-less-time-no-matter-what-your-business-taming-s-t-u-f-f/
http://fightforfood.com/id4.html

http://theologyandcounseling.blogspot.com/2011/03/children-who-will-divorce.html

Gatherings & SuprisEs... : )

2011-07-23T04:02:00.006+04:00

Alright..its 04:15 am, my baby girl is awake since 02:30 and she seems in the mood to play 0_0

on thursday, I had a girl's gathering at my sweet home..some of my close uni friends came and co-workers..we haaad soooooooooo much FuUunNNN :D.. i realized we needed more of these gaTHERINGS so that we would feel energized and HapPyYyy and have some laughs ;) but its soo hard to get all the girls together >_< what else..? emmmmmmmm..and yesterday i susrprised my sweet Aunt (5alty) and went to her home with my family and lil baby Hanooona cuz she had a knee operation and didnt get to see the baby since she was born :( she was soo surprized and hapPYYY :D every now n then we should throw out some suprises for our loved ones...so that our life becomes fun n unique..i hate routine..

what was the last susprise u did for someone or when were u last surprised and why?

"Fake it..Until you make it.." ; )

2011-07-20T19:45:00.009+04:00

Sometimes...

I Feel Sad & Lonely Soo much...

I Pretend too much...

I Sleep too much...

I eat too much...

I Think too much...

and when i come to think about the reasons behind it..part of it is running away from reality..maybe its too painful to confront my self of my msitakes and shortcomings..so pretending or sleeping or over-eating tends to convert my attention to something else other than my reality..

Pretending actually works prettyyyyyyyyyyy gooood with me :D

u know ppl..i made a quote the other day..and please reserve my rights for owning this quote :P

"Fake it..Until You make it.." :D

it may sound a lil silly but trust me i tried it and it works :D

sometimes when u pretend ur confident..or that ur HapPy even tho ur not..over time..you may beleive ur own lie and pretending..u may indulge ur self in a happy and smiley face until u forget u were sad..so try it and let me know what u think about this ; )

and let me know how you scape reality..?!

Random Thoughts... : )

2011-07-14T16:50:00.005+04:00

Sometimes I come across a drawing or a memory from the old old days where homes were side by side , Hearts were filled with love and care

Life was simple then, yeah more difficult but in a way it was more simple

I guess the less distractions u have , more focused and HapPIer u can be

In today's world we seem indulged in everything yet nothing in quality perspective

Internet, driving, TV, movies, malls, shoPping, chatting, doing nothing, magazines, fashion, gosSips and every other thing that is not really in our top priority but we spend much of our time doing it anyways for one reason or another like me :D unfortunately of course

We barely have time for family, quality time that is not hi, bye, whats for launch kinda time :P we seem in a rush everyday but when u think about it, rush to do what?..

Life is short as we always say so there should not be excuses to make time for family, friends, and good gatherings and deeds

I guess spending 5 min a day thinking about poor people wont harm too ^_^ like buying water for the workers resting after long hot working hours under the sun

Today someone special I know did this, and I appreciate his deed and thought for thinking of others while he resting in an air-conditioned Beautiful house ; ) how thoughtful dear someone : )

Just a reminder for You & I ; )

الحمد الله على نعمه وفضله ^____^

A New Life...

2011-07-09T18:46:00.005+04:00

I am back
Missed the blog world, my old friends and bloggers and the beautiful memories in the Internet world

I just had a baby girl ^___^elhamdu Allah

Feels like a Beautiful Dream, cant believe it

Life is different now, I feel older looool

The idea of taking care of a little one is exhausting and scary

I ask Allah to give me the strength and patience and Faith to be able to take good care of my little girl and be a good example for her ensue Allah

Just a short post to feel like old spring again lool cuz I am bored in this room, I need to do something for my self too before I lose my soul :D

A n

2011-07-09T18:45:00.000+04:00

~Love me for who i am..~

2011-03-24T17:36:00.005+04:00

Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.

"Rose Franken"

I Like this quote cuz its true in many ways..

If u can't act silly and stupid once in a while with ur loved one..then i guess u & him/her have some kind of a barrier that stops u to be truly ur self around him/her..

which means u two r not comfortable enough around each other..

which means u can't see through each other's soul

Its a beautiful feeling to just froget ur self around ur loved one cuz u ain't afraid of him/her judging you or finding u silly :D

Don't u think..? ; )

Life...!!

2011-03-21T14:34:00.004+04:00

I am sitting here in my uncomfortable chair..in my room with a touch of orange-colour which i started hating :D wondering about my life before and now..

Thinking about what is missing..

Life is strange..isnt' it..? we think we want soemthing..but later on we realize it was just a fantasy...sometimes things are not meant to happen..and i can say from experience..thank God that not all what we wish for happens :D cuz what we wish for is not always what we need to be Happy..trust me on that ; )

ok...ur wondering what does a screaming baby has to do with my post..well..smart reader..didnt u realize it yet?

NUTHINnnnnnnnnnnnnng..looooooooooool..thats my point..as we go through life's journey..soemtimes not everything we do or think makes sense..until we grow older...wiser...and then we see it all..

Have a Nice Week Every one..or noone loool depending who reads or who doens't ^_^

Don't Give Up..

2010-11-28T13:09:00.003+04:00

Keep Dreaming & Believing ; )

"#"~ My Soul "#~"

2010-09-21T17:42:00.007+04:00

if you know about the Kuala Story..then the words below is for you ; )

Sometimes I LoOk at you..HoPing you are Looking back ..

I smile at you..hoping you can feel it too

My eyes closes to deny the fact that you are too buzy with your life..

My Heart makes excuses..but my Mind stands still..that..After all.. Our eyes and Our Heart build illusions sometimes..so, it can't be true!!

I Looked at you the other day..from far away...seconds paSsed by..i was waiting for my reflection..i was shouting within my heart..flames of hope were lightened..and here you were..

..LoOking at me...I smiled and my smile reflected back..it was you..my soul..the one I thought is hard to find.. the one i was looking for in the opposite direction..but at the end, I took a U-turn..i came back..to the direction i was ment to be

it's when you lOoked back.. that I knew..that things were going to be alright

; )

الحياة حلوة ولأنها حلوة أبى استقيل :D

2010-08-28T23:05:00.005+04:00

هلااا...طبعا اليوم موضوعي شي شخصي وهو استقالتي كأخصائية تغذية من احدى المستشفيات وهي رسالتي غير الرسمية

لمسؤوولتي أخبرها باستقالتي واسبابه وطبعا كتبه بدون أي مجاملات

: )

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

انا برمس بالعامية احسن :D

بس حبيت اقولج ان تجربة العمل في مستشفى .....كانت تجربة حلوة مع ان البداية بالنسبة لي كانت صعبة لاسباب منها اني اول مرة اشتغل وكنت محتاجة وقت اتأقلم واتعامل ويا بعض الشخصيات بس هل السنة الي هو 2009 -2010 كانت احلى طبعا اولا لاني تأقلمت واندمجت وياكم اكثر وكنت متمكنة من الشغل اكثر وعرفت كيف احل الضغوطات إلى حد ما وبدون مجاملة لان اسلوبج (يعني مسؤولتي)وتعاملج معانا كان واايد رااقي وحلووو وهل الشي ريحني وريح وايد بنااات نفسيا وانا اقولج هل الكلام من قلبي والشي المهم الي افكر فيه اذا اشتغلت مكان ثاني هل بلاقي مسؤوولة بنفس اخلاقج وتفهمج ولا ما شاء الله عليج

المهم انا حبيت اقولج من احين اني بستقيل شهر 10 إن شاء الله و اسباب استقالتي طبعا انا بكتبلج رسالة رسمية عقب فترة لكن باختصار:

اني حابة اريح فترة وبعدين اقرر بكمل دراسة ولا شغل ولا شو بسوي بالضبط بس انا وصلت لمرحلة خذت فيها خبرة لا باس بها لمدة سنتين وحابة اغير جو

ثاني شي ريلي احتمال ان شاء الله بيسافر شهر 10 دورة عمل وانا حابة اسير وياه ولما الوحدة تشتغل تتقيد وصعب تاخذ اجازات

وجي ثالث شي وبصراحة هيني ما في واايد محفزاات معنوية ومادية من ناحية المؤسسة ككل مش من ناحيتج انتي والترقيات بعد والراتب يعني ما يحفزون الواحد يتم مع ان توقيت الدوام مريح وحبيت البنات وحبيت قسمي وشغلي وااايد يس مثل ما قلتلج حابة اغير واريح فترة عشان اسوي بعض الاشيا فلي في بالي اسويها في حياتي قبل ما تزيد

واشكرج والبنات على جهودكم وتعبكم واسمحولي اذا غلطت او نسيت او كنت مقصرة لاني في ايام مرت على كنت مقصرة وانا ادري وايام كنت معصبة او متضايقة بس اتمنى اني كانت لي بصمة ولو بسيطة هيني بصمة حلوة طبعا :)وانا مستعدة بعد استقالتي لو تبون أي مساعدة لاني بكون متفرغة اني اكتب او اساعد في كتابة كتبيبات او بروشورات اذا في نشاطات انا مستعدة اساعدكم بس كلموني وانا حااضرة او حتى لو تبون اسوي محاضرات بين فترة وفترة للمدارس او البنات ما عندي مانع والحمد الله على كل شيء : ) واتمنى انكون على تواصل : )

شو رايكم ..؟ لووووول

في الحلقة الياية بطرشلكم رد مسؤولتي على رسالتي غير المتوقعة ^___^ :D

شو تتوقعون قالتلي ?!:D

The BeauTy Of RamaDan : )

2010-08-16T18:18:00.004+04:00

Ramadaan MubraaKAAT TO ALL OF YOU

الله يعيننا على عبادته وشكره على الوجه الذي يرضيه : )

mY dEAR bLOG fRIEND LIONeSs.. HAS TagGED ME ABOUT RAMADAN..WHAT I LIKE AND DISLIKE ABOUT IT..

LIKES ^__^:

1) I LIKE THE FACT THAT WE BECOME MORE CLOSE TO ALLAH ANE HE GIVES US THE STRENGTH AND PATIENCE TO PRAY MORE, READ MORE QURAN AND WE DONT FEEL THAT MUCH TIRED SUB7AN aLLAH..WHILE ON NON-RAMADAN DAYS..WE SOMETIMES EVEN HESITATE READING ONE PAGE QURAN ..!

2) I like the gathering around suhoor and Iftar time...me..my family..husband and brothers..fighting over the samboosa hehe..and making fun of each other at sohhor time with our puFfy eyes and Funny Hair.. ^__^

3) Like the fact that we all try to be better muslims..better humans..to treat each other better..to work harder..to forgive people and do good..say good..help the pOooor..: )

I Dislike : (:

1) The millions and miliions of movies and serials that dive into our lives and ruin our fasting at this BeauTifuL Month..o ya leet kaaan shaay mofeed..but there r also some very good islamic programes..أنا أحب خواطر صراااحة برنامج عجيب ومميز ويستاهل نشوفه ويوعينا من غفلتنا

في برنامجه شفته بس مرة على ام بي سي اسمه تغيير * تغيير حبيت أسلوب الشيخ لأنه دخل علم النفس والدين وشرحه كاان واايد حلو وبسييط

2) That some girls still put make-up and don't consider the meaning of this month

3) That we overeat-including me- altho this month is supposed to be a clensing month for our body and soul..

اللهم ربي لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك

وصلى اللهم على نبينا محمد وعلى أله وصحبه أجمعين

FloaTing Dreams..A Reality Or a Bursting Bubble.. ^__^ ?!

2010-08-10T20:57:00.004+04:00

Switzerland ^___^

We all had floating dreams once upon a time..we sat in our room days and days thinking of it..imaginating every detail..thinking of the way we would act..talk...what we will be wearing or feeling..wanting it soo badly that we couldn't let go...we would dream before going to school or to university or to work..we wanted that boost of energy before reality's shockSSss!!..

The dream to love and be loved..the dream to be a famous writter or a doctor..the dream to be someone important in this big Beautiful World...the dream to be a clown( maybe for some:D)..the dream to have a ferrary..!! the dream to have a beauTifuL Family..the dream to have a better future..to have turtles lool ..anything..

we had dreams that gave our life a meaning...it made our reality sweeter..it added a flavour to our journey of life..it spiced Up our Story abit when we told it to others....

sometimes we laughed at our dreams cuz we never thought it would come true..other times we were determined to make it HapPen....

My Dream Came True and waiting for other dreams to follow the steps Ensha Allah : )

What about you..?

What was or is your dream

Did it come True

Last Note:

Sometimes our dream does not come true..we get disappointed...days and nights we think about it..why couldn't i marry that girl or guy or be an actor or buy this or that ..

we indulge ourselves in sadness not knowing what is waiting for us...

days paSs by...week after week...month after month and suddenly it shakes our world..

a Girft from God..Allah..The Mercifull.. a better dream..something u have never imagined...u thought u lost a great dream but u have got a better one and your HapPy that the first dream didnt come true otherwise u wouldn't have seen or sensed the BeauTy of the new Dream; )..

Tell Me A Secret...!!

2010-08-08T21:43:00.009+04:00

Zellamsee...a magical place in Austria where i went last year...

What is the one memory from your past that u can't let go..that u still love..or hate..or wish to change ?

There was this one memory that i wish to go back to..

its when i was a kid around 12, 13 and my family and I, couzins,,other relatives maybe around 12 or more were in a bus..singing..playing around..chatting..and then we arriveD to this magical place...in iran...it has a beauTiful Nature masha Allah..Green Grass..Cold Water PasSing By..We were jumping over it..we were all hapPpPYy..no worries..no regrets..as kids

But..

Ci La Vi..This is Life ;)

Always El7amdu Allah ^___^

~ I am BACK....!! ~

2010-08-06T16:14:00.005+04:00

I just Love this lil Smiley..Humble Guy ^___^ Sooo Cute

I miSsed My Blog..and i came back..decided to continue my memories on this page...i opened another blog " A Walk T@ Remember" but i decided:

Old is Gold :D

Sometimes u just can't let go of the past..its sweet...gives u strength..and sometimes even weakness...so..i decided i wont let some old memories hold me back if u know what i mean ^_^life goes on...we learn from the past...and i hope anyone i have hurt intentionally or un-intentionally..to forgive me..anyone who still doens't know why i did or said something..or why i hurt them..sorry..

For those who are still reading, if any, looool.. i got married about one year ago..when i was least expecting it to be honest but when it is meant to happen..when is written to be real..it HapPens..no matter what..elhamdu Allah

Marriage life is Weird..Sweet and full of Silly arguments hehe..one day i will talk about it

I am still working in the hospital as a Clinical Dietitian..Hopefully sooooooooooooooon very soon within few month i am OUT of there..yuupPPPYyYY..finally after 2 years cuz i wanna be a Freee Girl again...and please don't call me woman just cuz i am married!! :D

people r asking me to stay...WHY do u wanna quit!!...what r u gonna do with ur life??!!

its Rewarding and BleSsing to Talk to different people..Trying to Help them in the Hospital..but...

I wanna be free for a While..

and u know what..!! i don't care any more what people say about this..its my choice..i wanna do what ever i wanna do with my life..why should i work just to meet social expectations..!!! ...

It dosnt meant i dont wanna work or study any more..i just want to have a rest for a while then decide..

i am young and i wanna enjoy life..i don't mean just to sleep..as sweet as that is is the morning :P but also do to the things i have always wanted to do as a teenager and for some reason i didnt..

so..my journey will begin soon ensha Allah with some itneresting changes i hope ensha Allah

What about you?

what changes do you wish to make in your life..and why? ; )

~~ BeauTiful PeopPle ~~

2009-08-30T17:13:00.004+04:00

They say "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" and i really beleive in this..

the other day..i was counselling a patient`s daughter on her food intake and what to avoid...any ways i told them she needs a "Nutrition Supplement" which is like milk with extra protein and vitamins with different flavours yummMMy :D elmohem..i was teaching them when and how much to give her of that milk and told them "You should shake it before opening it.." and i shaked it for them and it was open loooooool..the milk Spilled on my sheela :P..any ways..the daughters felt so guilty and two of them started cleaning my sheela with water..i was like"no...no..its ok...but they continued to clean" any ways...and when i was about to leave they said thank you..you are soo kind and good things

I felt i didn't feel i deserved all that praise...!!so why are they soo nice to me?

but when i really thought about it..its not always about me..or Us..its them..Beutiful or Good people see other people Beautiful..they appreciate even smallest simple things we do for them..

if you think about it in the opposite way: people who lie..they always suspect everyone else is lying cuz they do that themselves..

anyyyyyyyywaaaaays..

I want to learn Some CoOking :D so here is the challenge for me

Give me one recipe with the details and the cooking method and everything ( simple recipe i dont want a complicated one :P or sweet or anything bas shway shway 3lay)..and i will try to do it over the next two weeks..and i will put a picture here...if until two weeks (u set a date) i am not able to do it حتى لو محروق المهم اسويه :D u should set a punishment for me :P

but i will only choose one recipe

If i succeed then you should do a recipe chosen by me :D

yalla..i am waiting ^_______^

الحمد الله والصلاة والسلاة على رسول الله

لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين

~ RamadaaaaaN ~

2009-08-25T21:11:00.005+04:00

BAAAAAAAAAAAck...after many many monthS :D

many new Stuff to talk about..but not in the mOo d now to write a long post really 0_0

any ways..Ramadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan Jameeeeeeeeeeeeeel for all of us ensha Allah

الله يرزقنا حبه ورضاه وعفوه ومغفرته ويعتق رقابنا من النار ويحسن خاتمتنا اللهم آمييين

i WENT BACK TO my old posts and i came across last years ramadan poSt..Time paSses soo sooooon...!!! Iwonder how much we really changed or Improved since last Ramadan?

Have you?

كم ارتقينا أو كم ضيعنا من الوقت؟

^__^ ابـــتســــمـــــ...Smile ^^

2009-02-26T08:30:00.005+04:00

الإبتسامة أجمل هدية ^__________^

Got This E-mail At Work..LoVed it..and wanted to share it With You..

EnjOoy ; )

اللهمّ مالِكَ المُلك
تؤتِي المُلكَ من تشاء
وتنزعُ المُلك مِمّن تشاء
وتُعِزّ من تشاء وتُذِلّ من تشاء

بيدك الخير إنك على كلّ شئ قدير
رحمان الدنيا والآخرة
تُعطيهُما من تشاءُ وتَمنعُ مِنهُما مَن تشاءْ
ارحمني رَحمة ً تُغنيني بها عن رَحمةِ مَن سِواك
عندما تستيقظ من النوم ابتسم واشكر الله على نعمة البقاء
فلديك يوم في رصيد حياتك لتقضيه في طاعة الرحمن

عندما ترى والديك أمامك ابتسم
فهناك الكثير الذين انحرموا من نعمة الوالدين
عندما تتوجه إلى العمل
ابتسم فالبعض لا يعمل
عندما تتذكر بعض الضغوطات التي مررت بها
ابتسم لأنها مضت ولن تحدث مجددا إن شاء الرحمن
عندما تمر بموقف صعب..

ابتسم لأنك تملك رباً عظيما تستطيع اللجوء إليه في أي وقت
(( قال تعالآ: ألا بذكر الله تطمئن القلوب))
عندما تفشل في تجربة معينة
ابتسم فقد يكفيك شرف المحاولة ‏
عندما يجرحك شخص عزيزا عليك
ابتسم فهناك العديد من الأشخاص من يحاول يداوي جروحك

عندما يظلمك من حولك
ابتسم لأنك لم تظلم أحدا يوما
عندما تعرف إن فلانا من الناس لا يحبك
ابتسم فهناك العديد من الأشخاص الذين يحبونك ويتمنون لك السعادة
وتذكر

أنت من تعيش حياتك فبإرادتك أن تجعلها جنة صغيرة سعيدة
وبإرادتك أن تجعها سوداء مليئة بالأحزان فلك الخيار لتختار
وابتسم لأنك تملك الخيار الصحيح

~~ DeCisSions.. ~~

2009-02-23T16:01:00.005+04:00

DeciSionSs..!!

When we want to take decisions..it`s one of the most difficult thing..cuz one decision can change ur whole life..with one decision..you can be happy or sad..with one decision you can either make another person or persons HapPy or Diappointed..

ur afraid if you take a decision that u might be selfish..that u may broke a promise..that u might be unjust to others..

I wish sometimes i didn't have to make any decisions or to choose..but when u think about it..it's a BleSsing el7amdu Allah..cuz u can choose what u think might be the best..but it is such a huge Responsibility..

Others may LoOk at you and wonder why ur SOo conFused..but u can't Explain..

It's a S t R u g L e between Ur HeaD & ur HearT

اللهم لا سهل إلا ما جعلته سهلا وأنت تجعل الحزن إذا شئتا سهلا

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~~ QuestionS... ~~

2009-02-16T16:54:00.005+04:00

Some Questions In My Mind:

1) If you Quit..does that mean ur Weak..?

2) If your Hesitant..does that mean it's Wrong?

3) If your Jealous..Does that mean You have a Low self steam or confidence or your Selfish or what ExacTly does it mean?

4) If you Pretend..does that mean ur Fake?

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http://www.moo.com/designs/designers/motoko_torigoe/picture_83/

~~ Don't Be Such an Ordinary Human..!~~

2009-02-13T17:42:00.006+04:00

I dare you Not to be ur self for one day

i dare you to take risk..to do something unusuall..

but u won't

why?

doesn't that make u ordinary?

well.. ordinary people are boring..BOOOOOOOOOOrinG

Its time that u challenge ur self

..Do something New..Be SomeOne New

Time to BE ...rather than to DREAM...

Just Some thoughts croSsing my mind..

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http://www.selectusahomes.com/

~~ Children..Make You HapPy..~~

2009-02-11T16:24:00.006+04:00

Al Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam Alikooooooooooom

Hey..GueSs what..?!!

ok..let me tell u what HapPened..

Before two days..suddenly they told me i have to give a lecture about healthy food for school children in the hospital..i was soooooooooo UpSet..why me..? what is this..i am buzy..i have things on my mind...this is what was HapPening in my mind..and i told my BosS..what a beautiful suRprize....?!!......... Thats me being sarcastic :D

any ways..i was angry...what is this..i will quite..why they didn't inform me before..i have many things on my mind..(personally and professionally)

anyways..today i gave the lectre to about 20 student girls grade 4 and 5..and i SOoooooo EnjoyEd it looooooool...sometimes i make a big deal out of a small thing

it was soooo fun..el7amdu Allah and i felt the kids liked the lecture ..so did the teachers..they told me it would be a good idea if i go to their school and give more lectures ^__^YaaaY

any ways..so i guess this is what means when we say

"Every Thing HapPens For A Reason.." : )

and the result turnEd ouT rewarding el7amdu Allah.soo i guess soemtimes we should wait before we judge or get angry..or at elast see the bright sid eof it..but its hard to control my temper sometimes..anyways...so now i am HapPPpY and i havne't felt like this since a while..

These two weeks i had To take SOOOOOOo many decisions..because many things HaPpened all together..and still there are some issues Under ConsideraTioN... Ensha Allah Khair..i just want to make sure i take the right decision..but how can i know >_

yalla see you ^________________^ and Smiiiiiiiiiiile..and i HopE i will be Smiling for a loooooooong time..i am tired of being sad :D

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~~ RealitY TalK..?!~~

2009-02-10T17:54:00.012+04:00

SOooo ConFuseD >_<

i have a big trouble in Taking DecisionSs..

Yesterday i went to the doctor fo some check-Ups..she asked me weird questions..as she was filling the medical file..

she asked me what my fears are...i told her fear sof failure..and ofcourse i didnt tell her everything specially that mom was setting infront of me :D

she asked me whether i was afraid of cats...she asked me to talk about my self..and actually i wasn't quite sure what to say? i told her some things but not everything and i realized that when u say ur negative things..loud..it is really emmmm..disappointing :S i told her some positive side of me..not much though..i told her i am soo sad and UpsEt these days..she asked me why..

she asked me whether i loved my mom or dad more..loool..funny but interesting questions..

any ways..i don;t feel comfortable talking about these issues cuz i cry easily but i didnt yesterday looool..thank Allah..but it was kinda a relief to talk about things that are usually covered with a MasK..

So what are your fears?

~~ Test Your Self.. ~~

2009-02-06T21:08:00.005+04:00

Salam Alikom

Lets not talk about me for once :D

here is a cool test i came across..Try to answer before loOking at the correct answer below the question

Q1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator?

Correct Answer
Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way.

Q2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator?

Wrong Answer:
Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant and close the refrigerator.

Correct Answer:
Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your actions.

Q3. The Lion King is hosting an animal conference. All the animals attend, except one. Which animal does not attend?

Correct Answer:
The elephant, since it is still in the refrigerator. This tests your memory. Even if you did not answer the first three questions correctly, you still have one more chance to show your abilities.

Q4. There is a river you must cross, but it is inhabited by crocodiles. How do you manage it?

Correct Answer:
You swim across. All of the crocodiles are attending the meeting!
This tests whether you learn quickly from your mistakes.

How many answers did u get right?

I Liked This Test ; )

Got it from..

http://www.personalityquiz.net/profiles/refrigerator.htm

الحمد الله، سبحان الله، والله أكبر،ولا حول ولاقوة إلا بالله

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http://www.appliancist.com/refrigerators/american-fridge-freezer-neff-k3990.html

~*~ How's YouR AttiTude..?! ~&~

2009-01-28T16:32:00.005+04:00

William James:
The greatest discovery of any generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitude.

Hey all..

u know..sometimes i step in the patients room..and once i talk to them..i just have fun..and i explain and explain with all my heart cuz i am enjoying talking with them..other times i can't wait to get out of the room lool..

sub7an Allah..there are some people whom u feel soo peacfull and SOoO HapPy to talk with and be with..even if they were strangers..like today..i met this lady who i really enJoyed talking with her and explain for her about Diabetic diet..and actually i went to the nurse for that section of the hospital .."The VIP"..and she said the same thing i said..she said she really liked dealing with her..so i went back to the pateint and told her me and the nurse liked dealing with her and we enjoyed it..the patient got soo HapPy i felt..and this is another thing..that we should say how and what we feel to others even strangers sometimes..cuz it will add a flavour to their day..and perhaps the rest of their Lives :D

She is one of those specialy People who make my work worth it..those who makes u Just LoOvE what u do : )

masha Allah...some people are attractive..not by appearance..but by their soul..by their Genuine and True Smile and Spirit... ^__^

Some people..although they are very sick and going through a difficult time..they still manage to make u smile..they still say el7amdu Allah for everything..and Allah kareem in a warm-Hearted way..they still accept our suggestions and advices with an oPen HearT

So..Attitude my friend..makes a Mig DifferenCe..

Any Special One in ur mind ..either a close friend/family or a strnager like the security guard or who ever that u feel peaceful talking with them or seeing them around and Smile..?!

and tell Us One Attitude u would like to change? like making a big deal out of things or gettng angry if u waited for 5 minutes for others..anything..?

and have u ever changed any of ur attitudes before..?! What and how did u manage to do so ; ) ?

Yalla share...

Quote From:

http://www.wisdomquotes.com/

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http://www.istockphoto.com/file_closeup/object/4929873-winking-smiley-carried-by-sad-and-angry-ones.php?id=4929873

~~ ThinGs..I .Hide...In..The..Pot..!! ~~

2009-01-27T19:35:00.007+04:00

Do you know how it is when sometimes you feel like you really can't truely smile or laugh like before..u feel old..serious..u can't Taste life anymore..?

i really beleive that when ur not HapPy with ur self..with who u r now...who u became ..nothing..nooooooothing can make u happy until u become the person you strive to be.a better ..stronger..more successful person...u will not be satisfied until u have a strong faith in Allah in words and action and when u improve ur self as a human being..do soemthing worth in life..fight or challenge ur self to reach ur goals..when u respect ur self that u are trying to be the best person you can be..

sometimes i find it hard to smile or laugh with the people around me..cuz i know deep inside i am not satisfied with who am i today..cuz i know i accumulated too many problems unsolved untill the pot can not handle any more and it pours out or Bursts suddenly..

emmmm..and u know what is the sad..?!!! That u can change that..but somehow u don't until everything gets out of control..and u know whats even worse..?!! that u can not admit ur problems or sadness to ur close family member sor friends cuz people will start judging u and say ur weak..or spoiled..or ToO sensitive..and then u feel even worse..so why tell them in the first place :D ? hehe..any ways ..or even when u tell people how u feel..and they get surprised that ur sad or UpSet..cuz they just can't understand what ur going through..so..u feel even more disapPpointed

Sometimes its easier to talk to strangers..or even on the net..or even to pretend like ur strong and nuthing is wrong...

^__^ any ways...el7amdu Allah for EveryThing...i don't like depRessing Posts but who can i share the things I Hide in the pot with if i don't write it here :D

الحمد الله رب العالمين على فضله وكرمه وجوده

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http://www.thoughttheater.com/2006/08/do_new_housing_stats_foretell.php

~~ STOP Buying...!!! ~~

2009-01-09T14:06:00.007+04:00

It's Time that we do something about it..i am getting more angry for not doing much for other muslims in the world

macdoland..pizz Hot..berger King..Kinder chocolates..Starbucks cafee ..Pepsi and other soft drinks..and all the famous American/Denmark brands..pleaaaaaaase..let Us Support Muslims and innocent peoPle in something as small as this...lets stop buying those brands...is it too hard? nooooooo..but we are tooo weak to resist...we are tooo self-centred..everyone is dying..children ..women..inoocent people..and we can still see people eating form those places

STOOOOOOOOOOOP IT..stop this silliness...we pretend we care..yet doing nuthing serious about it..its enough..i mean it..

please lets Support Muslims and STop Buying those products...as much as its possible..maybe some will say its hard to Boycottمقاطعة all the products..but lets stat little by little..the things we can..tell ur friends..ur families to do so ..remind people..

anyone who remmebers American or any other countries product that support Isreal..please mention it here so we all know about it..

Thank you..

اللهم انصر المسلمين في كل مكان..اللهم ثبت أقدامنا على طريق الحق اللهم وحد صفوفنا اللهم آمييين يا رب العالمين

اللهم دمر إسرائيل وأعداء الإسلام..اللهم زلزل الأرض تحت أقدامهم وبث الرعب في قلوبهم يا رب إنك على كل شيء قدير اللهم آمييين

~~ A Letter To..Someone Precious..! ~~

2009-01-08T17:30:00.002+04:00

Dear Someone..

I know you since we were little kids..running around the bushes..laughing..giggling about silly things...we were innocent once..do you remember?.. we played like there were no worries..we laughed like there were no tears..it was just you and me..can't you see what HaPpened? We grew Up..!! we became apart..old days..old memories..i know you miss it like i miss it..i look behind me,,wondering whether i can get you back..i miss you..i miss the fact that you made me proud..

I turn around..sitting in my car..driving in the highway and thinking about you..how can i reach you after all those years..? Will you accept me now..?! now that i have done so wrong..now that i have become a grown up and had my share of msitakes..do i deserve you?

I know i can get you back..we can always open a new page.. we can erase those black markers ..those mistakes..there is always a way back if we choose to take that road..because there is Faith in Allah..there is Hope that we have a Loving and a Forgiving God :)

To..our childhood..our Innocence...

to our old clean page that needs a new

shampOo or perhaps a new journey

for our souls to be pure once again... : )

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http://printingbybeth.com/id55.html

~~ TOooo Much OR TOo Little..?!!! ~~

2009-01-07T19:16:00.009+04:00

TOo Much To Handle..or TOo little Patience..Faith..Sacrifice..?!!

~~ Don't Even Ask ..!! :D ~~

ربي لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك

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~~ صيام يوم عاشوراء ~~

2009-01-05T17:30:00.004+04:00

قال النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم: "صيام يوم عاشوراء ، إني أحتسب على الله أن يكفر السنة التي قبله" رواه مسلم

From:

http://www.islamway.com/

~~ !0 HonesT ThingS AbouT Me,,! ~~

2009-01-04T18:55:00.000+04:00

Salam Alikom PePoOooooool

Okay..soo Miss.BoOky or bookworm tagged me to write 10 honest things about me..

lemme start..

1) I LOOOOOVe Turtles..or Tortoises..i know many people don't like them but whhhhhhhhhhy..?they r soo cute and modest and innocent-looking. i used to have 4 tortoises..and i named them..(please don't laugh :@) i think bobo..soso..fofo..and lolo..loooooool..when i was about 10 years old..i thought two were female and two male..maybe cuz they were bigger!! i miss them :( their ending stoRy is not nice..2 died and that it self is a loooooong story with my older brother "DoOdY" and my mom made me leave 2 of them near somewhere :(..and since mom says animals spread diseases and having animals at home is no good..i used to say when i will get married, I will have my own turtles at home..:D

2) I LOOOOOOOVe chocolate..if u put 10 chocolates in front of me..i can eat them in one day..but there is a dilemma here..i am a Dietitian working in a hospital..e7im..:D so i should be a good example :S thats why its better for mom to go to supermarket and buy stuff..otherwise i would buy many maaaaany not good things :D and feel guilty afterwards

3) I don't like to show my emotions that much...i mean in writting or internet its different..but face to face..oh my God..I HATE to cry in front of others..i don't know how to act when others cry infront of me..so don't!! perhaps cuz i have 3 older brothers..no sisters and my brothers used to make fun of me when i cried watching movies.. hehe.. :D

4) My brother used to call me Magy..not magy the soup :D magy with egyptian G ..once my high school teacher called me البلحة الجميلة loool something like "The Beautiful Date" and my university friend called me "Coral Mermaid"

5) i am a veeeeeeeeery very jealous person..sometimes i wish i had sisters but really i say el7amdu Allah i don't cuz i already get jelous from my brothers so imagine SPrinG having a sister :D

6) I am a very MoOdy person..and i don't always answer my friends calls even if the mobile is with me and i am not BuZy..cuz i need to be in a good mood to talk..!

7) Some people think i am palestanian. or syrian..the way i talk and look..altho..I am local who is originally iranian who many times talk syrian or palestinian !! looool..but not with everyone..sometimes, if the person infront of me is not local..cuz i studied in a private school for almost 12 years and most the girls were from those countries

8) When i was younger..mom said that she wishes I marry an indian looooooooool..why? its simple..cuz she went to the supermarket and shoPping alone and there she saw indian couples hanging out so she wanted me to get married to a guy who will appreciate me and take me out and go shoPping and do things together :D but i often say i want a man who will cook for me..since my coOking skills are not very Good..!!

9) I don't understand this hectic interest in car numbers and mobiles just for show offs? i think it's silly...yes i feel rich and high-class when i am in a car with 2 or 3 digit numbers but i don't care or i DON"T want to care and fill my head with arogant thoughts.. and its suferfecial to buy a number like 55 by 500,000 dirhams!!!!! but sadly, many people respect you if you have such numbers..!

10) I Love Crowded places..not suPper crowded but when i go to parks..or ouT..anywhere..i feel sad or depResSed if its emptY..and dull!! i like to see people..to interact with them..even when i am sad...i prefer to be alone but if we have guesTs or we are invited soemwhere i end uP having Fun and forgetting my problems..

11) I Haaaaaaaave to mentione # 11...me and brother DoODy who is about 2 years older used to fight alot..well..still do :D and once we were less than 12..can't remmeber..elmohem..it was afternoon and my parents were sleeping i think..so we faught..i Locked DoOdy in the kitchen loool..he couldn't open the doOr..he told me..hey Spring..lOOk inside the door hole..u can see a Rainbow!!!!!!! and me..the Ex-Naive girl ( i hope its ex! ) looked in the door hole to see the rainbow looooooool..i am not sure whether i beleived it or i was curious to see what he means..and then he sprayed PIFF PAFF or Insect sprayer in my EYES..looooooooooool can u imagine?

Piff paff in my eyes? who would have thought? but el7amdu Allah my eyes are okay : )

Okay..so I tag..LioneSs..Ocean Wave..Karmel..Rude Lovers..thats it..4 people is enough :D

Pls read the post before this in case ur InteresteD..

الحمد الله رب العالمين على فضله وكرمه : )

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http://www.alriyadh.com/2006/07/08/article169792.html

http://www.fda.gov/consumer/updates/foodstandards061807.html

~~ Palestine ~~

2009-01-04T14:45:00.006+04:00

Salam Alikom..

I just got a msg from a co-worker that tonight at 2 Am ..the UAE people want to pray Qeyam -Al-Leel to unify the du2aa for Palestinian Nation and against israel..and to send the msg to reach beyond the UAE..

Not sure where i stand..but i see it a good way to support Muslims and the palestinians.. since we are not very much helping in any other way!!

and since SOME arab governments BAN the people to show their support Publicly and are still thinking what to do..and also some arab countries held music concerts after few days of the Slaughter..!!! No wonder my dad says: "Money Talks..!!"

اللهم انصر المسلمين في كل مكان..اللهم وحد صفوفنا وانصرنا يا أرحم الراحمين إنك على كل شيء قدير

اللهم انصر المسلمين في فلسطين والعراق وأفغانستان وباكستان وفي كل مكان وصبرهم وقوي عزيمتهم وإيمانهم

اللهم زلزل الأرض تحت أقدام اليهود والكفار وأعداء الإسلام..اللهم دمرهم تدميرا واحرقهم وشل حركتهم وبث الرعب في قلوبهم وشتت شملهم وضعف صفوفهم

اللهم لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين..إلهي من ذا الذي ينصرنا إن لم ترحمنا برحمتك وتنصرنا بقدرتك يا الله

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http://www.imemc.org/article/22809

~~ QuesTions To Think About..! ~~

2008-12-31T10:32:00.003+04:00

So..here are some QuesTions for you to Think about and Share if You Want...

1) What Would You Like To be Given As A PresenT..that would make u ExTreeeeeemly HapPy..?!!

2) What is one of the most Difficult Experiences you have ever went through..?

3) What is your Wildest Dream? (e.g lets say Bungee JumPp or skydiving..or having 10 kids :D..things like that..)

4) Describe ur self in 3 WoOrDs..?

5) What is The silliest thing u ever did?

6) One Question that You are still looking for its answer..?

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http://www.sarahcatherinedesigns.com/graphic_art.html

الحمد الله وسبحان الله والله أكبر وأشهد أن لا إله إلا الله و أشهد أن محمد رسول الله ولاحول ولاقوة إلا بالله

^______^

~~ I DON'T Like IT When... ~~

2008-12-30T17:14:00.001+04:00

Hey PePoool..

HopE all of YoU are DoinG GreaT Ensha Allah

oky..lets BeGiN:

I DON'T like IT When...:

1) When People Spit in the streets

2) When People don't reply the Salam

3) When You smile, and they Don't Smile Back and look at you in a weird way :D

4) When People don't say that they Love or care about you or how beautiful u look or different because they ASSUME U KNOW..!!! Don't Assum..just say it..

5) When People Lie..Cheat..Or BackBite..

6) How animals in the ZOo are suffering alone..in a small silly..boring..cage...

7) When People are TOo Serious or Laugh all the time..!!

8) When people say they care about you but u don't see them or hear from them for several months..!!

9) When People call u or msg you only when they need some favOor

10) When People Shout or raise their voice

11) When People Make fun of others..including saying ethnics JoOkeSs

12) When PeOple say proudly about something wrong or bad they did..!!!

13) When People use bad language like....well if i said it..i wouldn't be much different..! :D

even the words that are used regularly..i hate when people use it..or animal names..HAAAAAAATe it...it only shows our lack of manners and Elegance

14) When people Don't show their Emotions or Excitment just to lOok Formal or Prestigious..well sometimes we should consider the environment..the situation..the culture..but all the time...COome ON....!!

15) When people act as if your not in the RoOom..or IgnOore You..

16) When People Don't Say..Thank You or Please or Apologize when NecesSary

17) People who are Very Pessimistic or Whine Alot..

What About YoU...?!!!

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~~ Silence Can Kill...!!!~~

2008-12-28T21:31:00.012+04:00

مجزرة إسرائيلية في غزة‏: أكثرمن200‏ شهيدا و‏700‏ مصاب فلسطينيين في قصف إسرائيلي

Sometimes..Silence Can KIll Harder than Words and Actions

Keeping Silent..saying nuthing to Dady Israel..LoOking the other way like nuthing HapPened..Our Silence and the Silence of our LeaDerS is Killing innocent peoPle..keeping silent means they don't care..means they don't condemn Israel for their Barbarian Attacks..means kill them but Keep Us safe..

it's easy to pretend things are oK..that nuthing has happened..it's easy to keep Silent..

but i wonder where some Muslim and Arab Leaders are..sleeping perhaps..? or Glued to their Golden chair..?

Some Countries are Even afraid to Condemn what happened by Words..?

When i heard about what happened in Palestine..i felt like..well.. it's old news..it always happens..but when i saw it on T.V..i felt that from time to time..

we need to see it..to remember..to Awaken our souls that has been sleeping since a long time..

sometimes i wonder whether there are things that we can do to help..to change the situaiton even a little bit..are there..?!

i remmeber when the "Stop buying american Stuff and so and so stuff" began and we started not buying pePsi and all..but then it Faded away..we forgot about it..why..?was it a good way..?should we continue?

SOooo many answers..What should we do to help..?

Where are the Leaders to Guide uS..?

Sometimes we need to see those images..to see BlOod..to see dead bodies..to remember the bleSsing of being safe el7amdu Allah..to remember our brothers and sisters..to remember to be Humans and True Muslims Again..

Images From:
http://www.moheet.com/show_news.aspx?nid=205348&pg=1

http://www.islammemo.cc/2008/12/27/74067.html

~~ I Like It When...! ~~

2008-12-26T18:12:00.009+04:00

To someone in Family..

A present bag from dad when I was a child..don't have it any more..

Sometimes I wonder and say...what if the Salient thoughts in our head were Heard?...

imagine ur talking with a friend..or a stranger..and suddenly u think saliently.." She looks like a CloOwn with that make Up..!!" or "I just can't stand his attitude..!!" or maybe even some thing good but u don't want that person to hear like.. "I think he likes me..!" OR "why is this woman sooo lOOking at me..i am sure she wants me for her son :D..!" what if those secret words were heard..this secret world..this secret Door was OpeneD to the public with no control..?

ScaaaRrRyy...!Thank God ..people can't Hear my SecrEt woOrdS and Read My MinD..Whether GOod or BaD :D

Other times..i wish some pEople can Read my mind..without Talking..it would be much easier..

I Like It When... :

!) When People make Du2aa for you and let u know they did

!) When people dream of you

!) When they remmeber the things u love the most

!) When they miss you..and tell u and want to HanG out with you

!) When they surprise you with a present..a rose..a note.. a letter ...a simple gesture of their care..appreciation

!) When Babies like you and smile at yoU...

!) When you are around people..talking..laughinG.. and u forget ur sadneSs..ProblemSs

!) When you make someone HapPy

!)When you know you made a PoSiTiVe Difference in SOome One's Life or people say..they Learned something from you..or u have ChangeD their lives..

!) When PeoplE say They LoOve YoU

!) When your parents are proud of you

!) When you meet a new..nice person..FrienD

!) When you Read Quran and You Enjoy it..feel the wOords..the meanings..

!) When it Rains

!) When you Eat Chocolate..Yum yum yuMMYyyy ^_____^

!) When ur with YouR FamilY

!) When u see or talk to someone u haven't seen from along time ago..

!) When ur going out of ur HoOme and ur parents make du2aa infront of you.

!) When very small Babies do like this with their lips :( and want to cry looool..sooo cuuuute..!!

!) When I see ChubbY Baby cheeks & StretcH it :D

!) When people put garbage in the Dustbin not on the floor

!)When people tell you ur mistakes or something because they really care and want you to become better..

!) When you give Charity

!) When you sleep and u know you don't have any debT..or u haven't hurt any one..or lied..or skipPed one of the prayers..or did something wrong..u sleep with a Restfull HearT & MinD

RandOom Thought I wished To share : )

What about you..

You like It When....?What?

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله : )

~~ Don't Shake My Hand...!!! ~~

2008-12-23T18:06:00.012+04:00

Our universiti's Library..and I KNOWWW..ITS A bEAUTIFUL VIEW :D

Hey PeeeeePOOOoool

so..a while ago, before the Eid.i was in the hospital working...in one of the sections..suddenly i saw a women in our family with a man which later i got to know it was her brother..maybe 45..or 50 years..any ways..so i said Salam and shaked her hand and then said hi to him..and he brought his hand forward to shake mine..!!!!!

i was soo embarSsed..i hold my hand close to me..and said.." oh..umm..emm...i...i ..." loooooool..i did not know how to say it..then his sister said..she does not shake hands ..loool..i mean..shouldn't he be aware of that..?

i told mom..she said oh yeah..he came from America..lool..is that realisitic? i mean yes living in foreign countries can have negative influence..but he is a muslim..and knows the rules..sooo..why exactly did he do that..?

i would like to add that ..living in another country does not necessarly mean forgeTting ur self, ur principles...some people stand Still and stronG in foreign countries..so it really depends on ur personality..ur strength of Faith..ur determination to be a better muslims..whether ur strong enough to fight the negative influence or ur Vulnerable..or whether u were already weak or not Convinced of some of the islamic or cultural principles...

What would u do in such situation..would u shake his hand OuT of embarSsement OR say sorry.. OR what?

any ways..

i dunno if i said this story before here or not..

once Upon a time..one of my infleuntial Iraqi teachers at uni Tested me..

i was in the class with another girl.he came in and said Hiii..i said how r u..he replied Good..or so did i hear..so i said good..(like good to hear that)

after the class began..and the girls were seated..he suddenly said...something like..i tested SprinG Today..she asked me how i was..and I (he) replied not good..and i said good..loooooooool i got soooooooo embarSsed..he taught me a leSson by his test..TO pay more attention next time..to be a better listener..to care more rather than just ask for no purpose..

they say..Allah has given us two ears and one mouth..to listen more than we talk ; )

sometimes..hard or embaRsSng stituations can Teach us aLOOooooT more than Pampered moments or treatment..it will stick to our mind..and maybe..one day we will laugh about it..and learn from it..

have u ever been embarSsed or TesteD?..

i think sometimes testing peoPle properly..show u who they really are..if they realy care or not..if they r nice or not..if they r defensive..weak..strong..confident or not..if they r patient..sensitive..Insistent or Determined enough or not..

also i do not aprove on embarSsing someone badly..it depends..sometims it can have reverse effect..

i miss the university life..my friends..our laughs ^__^ Those were Nice Dreamy DaYys..full of streSs..and FunNy MOoments..

A letter written Du2aa on..i wrote and send with one of my brothers with him to Omra عمرة a while ago ^____^

EnjOoOyY... ; )

سبحانك ربي لك الحمد كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك

اللهم صلى وسلم وبارك على نبينا محمد وعلى آله وصحبه أجمعين ومن والاه وتبعه بإحسان إلى يوم الدين

اللهم إنك عفو تحب العفو فاعفو عنا ^____^ اللهم آمييييين

~~ ScaRy & Weird Dreams...!!!~~

2008-12-21T16:25:00.008+04:00

HEEEEEEy

LooooooK..something scary HapPened to me not last night..the ngiht before it..i watched something about ghosts and stuff then i slept...

I suddenly woke uP before the fajer prayer maybe by 30 minutes or so..i had my planket on..and suddenly ..and pelase don't laugh :@..i felt some one is pulling my hair not tightly just alil bit and removing the right side of my planket from me..i gooooooot soooooooooooo sCAAAAAAAArEd...SOOOOOOOOo frightening : ( looool..really ..it was soooooo reaaaal that i am not sure wehther it was a dream or real...!!!!

Next time i shouldn't watch Scary things :@@@

okay..let me tell u a dream i once had..

i was once.. really (no in a dream)..in makkah for عمرة with my brother, his wife and children and mother and the day before we get to UAE..i dreamt that i was engaged to a guy who i dunno who..was not very handsome in the dream..Lil bit short for a guy.. .i think also with curly hair looooool..i seemeD unHapPy and was telling mom..that "He did not even call once since we got engaged..!!!" and i sounded sad...i also think cuz i forgot that in the dream his mom got angry or upsEt or did something wrong..dont remmeber

anyways..when we got back to UAE after few days..a lady calls i think it was his aunt and is looking for a girl..it was not a very formal proposal just talk..nothing serious yet..but anyways when mom asked about him..Allah a3lam but they said very close things about him just like in my dream!! like he was lil short not very handsome..and not very social.. and that he is momy's boy lool..and she is in control..any ways once i heard that i got SCared loooooool..i said i dooooooon't want ..i did not even pray estekhara..maybe it was wrong to judge him by a dream but i really felt it was a sign..and anyways..i did not feel encouraged..and maybe the guy is better than me or deserves better i don't mean he is not good..but i did not feel comfortable..and i don't always relay on dreams..maybe if i heard very great things about the guy..i would have changed my mind..dunno

i just wanna add that i am not saying that looks are the number one criteria that I or anyone of us should base their choice on..but its part of it..and for me it was more about the dream..the sign.and the information i got about the guy that was not very appealing..but soemtimes we should be more realistic and investigate first then Make A DeCision..

and once there was another proposal...and i dream there were two big white beautiful Full Moons in the sky..it was night..and suddenly in the dream i realized one moon is a baloon not a real mooon..and then the proposal thing did not work out..el7amdu Allah for everything :D maybe it was a sign..?! dunno..it's weird how soemtimes we dream somehting and it becomes real or it might be a sign..other times its just dreams or thoughts floating in the air..u know..?!

okay..so my question to you is..What do u think are the some 3-4 important criteriaSs for choosing a partner..? and put them in order..what are the most important things for u..

some may say..religion..aklagh then looks..

religion..looks..money..personality

or religion..personality..family status..

so tell me..? and after answering this..

what are the number 3 things that u WANT and Wish to be in ur partner's personality..?!!! like sense of humor..or seriousness..or cold-tempered person..or knowledge..or being romantic..or wise..or coool....so on..
اللهم لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين

Image From:

http://www.sas.org.au/noleen/noleen.htm

~~ TelepathY...!!! ~~

2008-12-19T16:03:00.002+04:00

A while ago, i went to "Dubai Mall" with mom..in the morning..we went to see the Aquarium and the BeauTiful Sea World..if ur living in the UAE..it is a MUST to see..trust me..it's soo amazing..so Beautiful..sub7an Allah...it's worth seeing..i jsut felt like standing there for hours looking at the fish...

there is two type..one u pay less..the other one u gotta pay 50 dirhams for each person ..my advice is..the 50 dirham one is much worth it..cuz u go to the second floor and see more fish and weird creatures ^__^

so..while we were in the car back to home..we were quite..i was thinking in my head about something a girl in my family said couple of days ago..i was thinking should i talk about it or let it go...maybe its better not to.so we don't make غيبة lool..so this is all in my mind..suddenly my mom said..about what the girls said the other day..!!! i told her..I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT IT..!!

i think its weird how soemtimes people think alike at the same time..moment..or when two people call each other at the same time or were thinking of each other at the same time..

it's nice..isn't it? it makes u feel u both r similar..or have a telepathy :D

it doesn't HapPen to me so often..but its weird..

tell me..have this ever happened to u or anyone u know..what happened? how did u feel?

~~ DreamSs ~~

2008-12-16T06:27:00.003+04:00

Al Salam Alikom

HoPe EveRyOne is DoinG GOod Ensha Allah..

Have you ever had a DreaM while SleePping that came TRUE..? Does it HaPpen so often..?? any specific one u wanna share?

~~ Feeling Like Egg & BalaleeeT..! ~~

2008-12-15T08:26:00.010+04:00

YuMMYyyyyyy...Egg and Balaleeeeeet..one of my Favorite BreakfastS..yum yum..by the way.i COoked the egg lool..that is an accomplishment ! :D

Salam alikom My COoool BlogGers ^__^

let me Tell u a secret

Yesterday i felt like Egg and Balaleeet..salty and sweet..i had MiXed EmotionS and feelings..do u see how the balaleet is curled..miXed up..Up and Down..COonfuSseD..!! My Brain Wires and Heart Arteries Felt like that..

This week they have put me on the Afternon shift from 11 am till 7.30 Pm ..and from 3.30 onwards ..all the other nutritionist/Dietitians in the office leave home and i stay alone wroking in the office in the hospital..in the 13 th floor where there is little people....it was DEpReSsssssssssssing ..i wanted someone to talk to....really i felt depREssed loool..and i started thniking negatively..then i said its better to make du2`a..any ways..then suddenly my mom called..hi..what r u doing..she made me SOoooo HapPy.. ^__^ i know u probably don't how how it feels until u try it..trust me..!! but actually i juSt remmebered..at the end of the day..i felt i accomplished something..learned something..i will write about that later..i felt hapPy ..also..the supervisor of the kitchen gave me Zamzam Water ..^__^ SOoo Coool..elhamdu Allah

any ways..i noticed in many situations in my life..i need few days/weeks to get used to soemthing..like when i first started working i felt the same..when i have a big project..i feel the same..when something NeW happens in my life and i have to adapt..i feel sad..or depressed or weird..maybe its fear..maybe its a matter of getting used to this new environment..maybe its missing the old situaiton..its a combination of many feelings and thoughtS..

OkaaY....so i have a request..so when i have free time nowadays after the Tiring Work..i check my blog soemtimes in the office...so write me anything funny starting form today till thursday ...anything encouraging lool..any stories..any thing u want to share..say..even if its a loooooooooooong comment..just write anything..entertain me..about u..about me..about ur friends..about life..about what u have learned from ur experiences..about ur dreams..about islamic stories..weird things..du2'a..anything : )

Okay..?؟! I will AppreciaTeeeeeee ur help ^_______^

اللهم لا سهل إلا ما جعلته سهلا وأنت تجعل الحزن إذا شئتا سهلا : )

~~ The Haram Police...!!! ~~

2008-12-14T20:17:00.006+04:00

This Is SprinG BlenD..Reminding Us..Just in case We Forgot... ; )

Hey..Glad u liked his video everyone..hope everyone benefits from his videos and be influenced positively no matter how small..cuz it may make a huge difference some day... : )

Here is his YouTube Url

http://www.youtube.com/user/ummahfilms

Did u know he has converted to Islam? so he wasn't born Muslim..Masha Allah

there is another Video..Culture VS Islam..Love it..!! u gotta see it..

Hey..this also applies to us when practicing Islam in front of our NephewS and NieceS..friends..other non-muslims people..

~~Marriage and Baba Ali !!! ~~

2008-12-14T09:03:00.004+04:00

So here is Baba Ali.. from youtube..i have been watching his videos before and stoppEd for a while..i just rememebered him today..

i like his reminders..his way of conveying his messages in a simple funny way..its nice that he has all this Excitment And EnerGy..but soemtimes he gets too ExCciTeD..!!!! :D

Maybe i will post some of his other videos soon..i just saw this one and thought why not..?..Enjoy : )

~~ FrustraTinG CaricatureSs !! ~~

2008-12-13T08:00:00.006+04:00

A Caricature from Gulf Newspaper nov 22,2008 by:Dwynn Ronald V Trazo

i am not a very political person..but i like to know the news from time to time , mostly from dad, so that i don't feel i am ignorant !!

it's frustrating how little we care sometimes about all what is hapPening to the Islamic countries..how little some of us pray..how little we think seriously about them..i am talking about some people..NOT ALL..

its fustrating how much rich countries are spending on fancy buildings..hotels..landmarks.. ..that r mostly suitable for foreingners ..!!and..milliOons of dolalrs spend on FIREWORKs.. for what..?!! few seconds of pleasure?!! ignoring the fact that millions of poor people r dying from hunger in africa and other palces!!

it's frustrating the laws we have in the UAE are not strong enough to preserve the principles of islam and the UAE's Traditions..in terms of how foreings wear..and how they behave in Public places..

if anyone knows any new laws about this..please let me know..i know in Sharjah..there are some laws in terms of what people can wear..or approperiate behaviors..but in other cities ..not sure..

I do admit that the UAE has given us Many Opportunities to do Great things as locals..to be safe..to feel secure..happy..educated elhamdu Allah..but i think law makers should pay more attention to those small things that will slowly destroy our identity..

don't u think we are slowly becoming Submitted and OKAY with the everyday Scenes of inapproperiate clothes!!.. aren't our children being exposed to it and getting used to it..? i think the fact that we r getting used to it is dangerous..cuz it is then that we lose any sense of responsibility and craving for changing the situation..

isn't it sad that many places..entertainment places are build for open-minded people!!..swimming pools..skating places..not all, but i mean most..i mean we girls can't go and enjoy it alone without men being around!!

i heard, not sure, that in Singapore, owning a T.V Dish is not legal..perhaps because they do not want their children and people being expoSed to Exotic IdeAS?

well ..i am not agreeing 100% with this or diagreeing but..don;t u think the thign s our children watchc on T.v is sCary?..yes..parents and fmaily members should watch the kids and allow or not allow certain things..but..u can't watch them 100% of the time..! and when i see my nephew HamOooDy..watching some of the MBC 3 cartoons..i get frustrated..a cartoon about 3 girls wearing tight and putting make uP..is that what we want our kids to watch?.. a cartoon that is about anger..fight..or even inapproperiate clothes..!!No CoMmenT..!!!

~~ Small Things Make A Big DifferencE...! ~~

2008-12-11T21:36:00.006+04:00

I MiSs going to the beach..just walking..listening to the sounds of the WaveSs..Have u ever tried to lay down on the cold sand in the night..looking at the stars..thinking or perhaps talking with a good friend..?

i did..and Trust me it feeels GOOOOOOOOOD.. ^_^

u gotta try it..its Relieving..relAxing..makes u feel everything is alright..

Sometimes..we gotta leave everything behind uS for a second..relax..and EnjoY the nature..that moment..just to forget about our problems..beleive me..even for few minutes..
SMALL THINGS CAN MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE..SMALL WORDS AND ACTIONS MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE

TODAY WE WENT TO MY AUNT'S HOUSE..SO MY UNCLE CALLED me..WHERE R U? HE SAID: " I can't wait to see you..." isn't that cute..?! lool..i mean u don't hear men saying that alot..i gueSs he is romantic at HearT :P any ways..he made Me HapPpPYyy..see how we girls can be hapPy by Simple True WOordS ^_^..so don't ever hesistate to tell ur family n friends how much they mean to u..n how much u LOovE Them ..actually its silly i am advising u this cuz i find it eXtreeeeeemly hard to expResS my feelings face to face even to my parents n friends..hmmmm..any ways..i should try ..but i mean even by writting a small note..a gift..a smile..a touch..a msg..there r many ways..be CreaTive..

Small Things Make A Big DiffeRenCe..!

so..why don't we always say what's on our mind? why don't we Freely ExpreSs our feelings to our family and friends and our loved ones? is it the way we were raised? to hold on to our emotions? not to show them, specially for guys? it is hard? is it easier in some cultures to show emotions? is it fear of rejection? i dunno..for me..its not being used to it..being a girl among 3 older brothers..i am not that used to expreSsing my feelings..and talk about crying!!! they made fun of me when i was little and cried when watching a movie..so now i haaaaaaaaaaaate crying infront of people..i haaaaaaate funerals and i don't know how to act when people cry infront of me..!! i feel weak..

in terms of positive feelings..like oh i missed u or i care about u..i gueSs i am shy or get embarSsed..but when i am not around my fmaily i find it easier..cuz i can be who i am without being made fun of by my brothers :D

so is it easy for you to exPreSs ur Feelings..and why?

^_^ yalla..see you..

Image From:
http://www.vanuatu-vacations.com/eratap_beach_resort_vanuatu.html

~~ ConFuSeD...?!! ~~

2008-12-10T17:04:00.008+04:00

MalaySia

When many people around u tell u something is wrong..do not take that road..u will regret..but u feel u want to give it a try..u feel somehow things will be alright and it's the road u wanna take..altho there r many risks..some confusion..some hesitation..

is there any chance that everyone is wrong..and that ur Intuition is right and it might turn OuT GooD?

or the fact that ur hesitating means its wrong..? what if it's not wrong...its just normal fear..how can u tell?!!

Have u ever been in this situation..what did you do? What HapPeneD? and ofcourse here i mean a long-life commitment.. a decision that can chane ur whole life..not chosing between red or black shoes :P

Second Image From:

http://www.soxfirst.com/50226711/convergence_confusion.php

لا إله إلا الله وحده لا شريك له، له الملك وله الحمد، يحي ويميت وهو على كل شيء قدير

~~ TaGGeD...!! ~~

2008-12-10T09:06:00.004+04:00

HeLLOoo..

My close friend BOoK Worm have Tagged me to write about one of the bloggers....well the first name that came to my mind was you BoOky but since u wrote about me i will change :D

i choose LionEss..my internet friend ; )

hmmmmmm...I feel LionEss is a giver..someon who wants to make EveryOne HapPy even if she is sad...i respect her honestly..i respect the fact that she admits she gets weak soemtimes and she is not always perfect or strong like others pretend :P

i see the innocence of children in ur comments..she is soemone you would have fun being around..someone who appreciates the things other people do..a nice sense of humor...and i like the fact that u see ur mistakes and u wanna be better and better specially in the religious aspect masha Allah..

heeeeeeey LionEss i know soemtimes life is difficult and u can't smile..but i love it when ur HapPy cuz I can feel ur EnerGy and u spread HapPinEss to me ..so KeeP HaPpy and Smile ; )

mmmmmm..now i should tagg 5 other bloggers? :( who should i choose?

I choose: LionEss, Karmel, Miracle, Kath (BooK worm's friend) and...mmmmmmm i dunno..i will break the rule..and only chose 4

Have Fun girls ; )

~&~ SinGaPOoooooooRaaaaa ~&~

2008-12-09T19:20:00.008+04:00

Here is a View around Sentosa in SingaPore

Al Salam Alikom

I am BAAACK from Singapoooooooooore ^_^

emmmmm...SOoo many thingS to say..dunno where to start..i liked it..it was nice..very greenish..very clean..Besautiful Big Trees and nature.. and very crowded where we stayed..but the wehther was very humid..which made it feel hot..although it rained on monday but still hot..mmmmmm what else..the most Interesting place we went to was SenToSaa...we played cars or sliders there lool..i wish i could post the pic :D we look funny..

and we used the telefrik..it was sooooooooooo sCAry loool..if u could see our faces..even my brothers were scared cuz it was kinda high and not covered..nice experience tho : )

oooooh...guess what..we saw a doliphine show out there too...SOooo cool..really..three cute grey pinkish dolphines waving their hands...jumPing Up and doWn...soo Friendly..I Love Dolphines ^___^cute..sub7an Allah..

then we saw a singing Bird..loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool..it was singing very BeauTifully and in a fUnNy way..i recorded it by my mobile phone but its not that clear...the bird was singing something like

"Singapoooooooooooooraaaa..singapOOOooooooora.."something" flowers for you and me..i can't remmeber..and it sang the singapoooooooora part like opera loool :D sooo funNY and the guy said the bird i can't remember what they calle this type of bird!!..has the mind of a 3 years old kid..!!

I was sad today tho..cuz when ur traveling..ur in a dream Luxurious world..and now we r back to reality : ( but heeeeeeeey el7amdu Allah for everything..we had Fun ^________^

when ur in a foreign country..u really can't feel Eid..maybe unless if ur living there for a long time..still not the same..but it was a different experience..a weird one .. we ate launch on Eid with my family and my Couzin's Son who is studying there.. then we went walking under the rain to the flower park..i liked it..it was BeauTiful..but we didn't see all of it....cuz it was raining and my brothers wanted to leave..we got wet..but i love walking under the rain..hmmmm..ooooooooooh did i mentioned that the whole family went to something called:

" Fish Massage"

looooool..seriously..i didn't go..altho i would like to try one day :D but its fish i think from Turkey..small ones and u put ur feet into a small pool and the fish eat the dead skin of ur feet loooool..it tickles, my brother says..Creative ..isn`t it ; )? even Hamoody and My other nephew tried it :D..u should try it !

okaaaay..so over all ..its a nice place ..at the begining i felt the people were not that friendly..but it really depends..cuz some were very smiley and friendly..so i can't generelize..u can also see women wearing scarf but the majority are non-Muslims...the thing that bothered me the most is that maaaaaaany of women there wear very short clothes..maaaaany of them..

so maybe we should walk with closed eyes :D hehe..anyways..u can also find indians..mosques..centers..ZoO..Science Centre which was preTtY cool..Bird park..oooooooh and penguinS...i looooooove them soooooo much..so 3-5 days are preTty much enough to see the important places..not more than one week for sure..unless u go to some islands near Singapore..

hey check this out..look at the middle Butterfly..it has one wing from the female and the other (left)wing looks like the male's wing..Amazing...Sub7an allah ^_^

الله ما أمسى بي من نعمة أو بأحد من خلقك فمنك وحدك لا شريك لك فلك الحمد ولك الشكر

~~ TravellinG..~~

2008-12-03T15:51:00.004+04:00

Al Salaaaaaaaaaaam Alikom PepOOoooooole

I am Tavelling Tomorrow...i will be back on Tuesday Ensha allah..Have a Lovely and a BeauTifuL Eid EveryOne...

^______________________^

Image from:

http://www.abodeacrobat.net/category/singapore/

~~ فضل أيّام عشر ذي الحجة ~~

2008-12-02T16:42:00.004+04:00

عن ابن عباس رضي الله عنهما قال: قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم: «ما العمل في أيّام أفضل في هذه العشرة، قالوا: ولا الجهاد، قال: ولا الجهاد إلاّ رجل خرج يخاطر بنفسه وماله فلم يرجع بشئ». رواه البخاري

This includes Praying, Fasting, Giving Charity ...and other Islamic deedS

عن ابن عمر رضي الله عنهما قال: قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم: «مامن أيّام أعظم عند الله سبحانه ولا أحب إليه العمل فيهن من هذه الأيام العشر، فأكثروا فيهن من التهليل والتكبير والتحميد». [رواه الطبراني في المعجم الكبير].

قال الرسول-صلى الله عليه وسلم- عن صوم يوم عرفة: «أحتسب على الله أن يكفر السنة التي قبله والسنة التي بعده». [رواه مسلم

لبيك اللهم لبيك .. لبيك لا شريك لك لبيك
إن الحمد والنعمة لك / والملك لا شريك لك

- ((الله أكبر، الله أكبر، الله أكبر، لا إله إلاّ الله، والله أكبر، الله أكبر، ولله الحمد)).

الله أكبر، الحمد الله، سبحان الله ولا إله إلا الله ولا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله

هذه المعلومات من موقع:

http://www.islamway.com/?iw_s=Article&iw_a=view&article_id=2621

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http://www.adabtoday.net/vb/showthread.php?t=4174

~~ How PoliticS AffecTs Our Life..!!! ~~

2008-11-30T16:33:00.003+04:00

HeeeeeeeeeeY PeOple

the other day..wednesday..at night my mom told me..

" Have u Heard About what happened in BangkoK..?! "

i was like..OOOoooh..our plans for Eid....so we can't go to Bangkok..?!!!

NOoooooooooooooo..because this political issue...i caaaaaaaaaan't gooo? what is this..i was telling to my self..i WaN t tO GOo..I WAnT TO GOoo..

i have been thinking of this since more than one month...

: (

any ways..mom told me that i shouldn't be sad..and have a strong faith..if its Khair it will happen..but i was SOOoooo HApPy since all of my family members were suppose to go ofcourse without my DAD :@@@@@ who doesnt want to come cuz apparently WorKKKK..NeVer EnDs?

any ways it it has been alooooooooong time since we traveled as a whole family all together..i soooooo wanna travel with all of them..

now we r looking for somewhere else to go ..

ensha Allah khair..i really hope we can go anywhere..even IndiA!!!..or Africa!!!...loool as long as it will be kahir, safe and Enjoyable..

any ways..

what r ur plans for Eid? and how do u Ussually Spend the First Day??!!..any special thing u do?!! ^____^

and ofcourse Always..always elhamdu Allah : ) for Every Little and Big Thing in our lives

سبحانك اللهم ربي لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك

الحمد الله دائما على فضله وكرمه وجوده

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http://www.cjk2008.org/cjk2008/flight.asp

~~ Your Life..ExpPOoSseD..!! ~~

2008-11-28T11:30:00.005+04:00

Al Salam Alikom ^______________________^

Okay..lets talk about some thing InTeresTinG,,,

If a famous director decied to do a movie about your life...

1) What would you name the movie?

2) What part of your life will you want the movie to concentrate on? ( a specially story, ur emotional stuff, ur career..what ever...be secific)

3) What would you DON'T want the director to show or concentrate on AT ALLLLLLLLL??

4) What will be the type of the movie? (social...political..drama..comedy..or social and comedy..sad..Weird..or whatever...)

i think i wanted to ask something else..but i forgot..okaay..yalla answer as honestly as you can :D

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& ConfeSsionS..&

2008-11-27T23:55:00.008+04:00

hey people..

i am just excited i can write down my thoughts again..its such a releife..wrong spelling :S

i just came back from one of my close university friends house with 4 other girls..it was fun..we laughed alot..

but there is soemthing i don't like in me..which is that

sometimes when i am gathered with my friends..i feel lonely..or that i don't belong .. lool..isn't that weird?

or i feel sad for some reason..i dunno..its weird and it makes me feel uncomfortable for this weird feeling..i wonder alot..and i don't always find answers and that drives me crazy.. how can i live with my self 22 years and stilll wodner who am i?

itssssssss frustrating..i am not in the mood to put some action in ym words like

FRUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuSSSssssssssssTraTinnnnnnnnnnG :@@@@@@@@

:D any ways..

hmmmmmmmmmm...what else..i really think i need someone who will help me be more realistic and wise...and maybe walk on the right path...i dont mean i am not responsible enough to make such choices..but i feel i am still a child lool really..i don't think i am fit for real life soemitmes..people say i have a strong personality..and soemtimes i do yes..but..deep inside..i feel i am A CHILD..AND OFOCURSE a child needs a grown up to take care of...

sometimes when its late like now 12;06 am and i am confused..i say many silly thigns so don't mind me just read and forget about what i say :D i just wanna talk..

sometimes i feel its a very silly and weak thing to cry and be sad..as if we have to be strong all the time..pretending can be easy soemtimes..trust me..but soem thing May hapPen one day and ur glass mask will break down into peices..and i don;t think it will be such a beautiful scene..

i have to confesS that there r many things i wanna change in me..and some thigns that i am really proud to have in me elhamdu Allah...with all my iresponsibility soemtimes..i feel very responsibile in someway..mmmmmmmm..i feel like an old lady who is talking and talking..making no sense :D haha..any ways..

i haaaaaaate it when people remind me of my weaknesSes soemtimes specially infront of other peoPle..i hate it cuz it reminds me of the things i need to change and yet did not make a good effort to change..i think its pathetic..cuz its taking me too long..maybe id eserve to be Exposed ^_^

sometimes i am soooooooooooooooo dreamy.. and i keep dreaming..until reality shocks me..that is why i say i need a responsible ..strong PersoNaliTY grown up to be with me..cuz i want that person to dream with me but wake me uP when i float too high...got it ; )

any ways..maybe i will regret writting this and poSting it cuz i hate to show peoPle my weakneSsEs..but i will post it loool cuz i feel some people feel the way i do as well..so whatever

although i don't always say "whatever" since many things matTEr..but i jsut feel like syaing

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT eVEeeeeeeeeeeeeR... !!! :D

too laZy to poSt a n image :(

heeeeeey..what a deprESsing post lool..i don't like always to write like this but i am fed Up pretendign to be always hapPy ^_^ yuuPPpppYYyyyyyyy..

anyways don;t think i am not happy :D elhamdu Allah for eveRy thing really : ) but these r small little accumulated StuFF in my SWeet BraiN and HearT that needs to be DisucSsEd

Sometimes i don;t care about what peopel think..other times i do alooooooot...what a ContradicTioN...

i still don;t know what i want..

and soemtimes i wonder..

Is what I WANT..NecessarilY what I NEED to have a Good & BeauTiful Life?

got it ; )?

okaaaaaYYY..i have posted A BeauTiful Image ^_^

aND I WILL POST A MORE INTERESTING POST SOON ABOUT A QUESTION THAT I INVENTED HEHE.. u will like it..trust me ; ) i conFusSeD my friend's Mind alot with my QuesTioN..

ImagE FroM:

http://ftp.gnome.org/pub/GNOME/teams/art.gnome.org/backgrounds/NATURE-LimetItaly_1280x1024.jpg

~&~ What'S UniQuE AbouT YoU...?! ~&~

2008-11-11T05:41:00.010+04:00

A Letter Book i bought before a while to writte letter in ^__^

Tell me 3 InteResTing/Unique/weird Things

about u/ur personality?

let me start..emmmmm..

1. I love writting hand-written letters to some of my friends..and put it in an envelpe ..although i don't do it so often but its fun, REAL, Genuine and
Authentic..i think u should try it..specially girls..maybe guys won't like the idea after all :D i feel it adds a beautiful flavour to the whole experience..u feel the person really cares for u for taking the time and writting a letter..just like old dayS.. : )

2. what else..mmmmmmm...i dunno..lemme think..oh..yaaaaah..i love stretching peopl's cheecks loool..not only kids..even my family..dad..mom..brothers..maid..friends..some of my Aunts lool..its fun and FuNnY..if u r a very close person to me..then i probably stretched ur CheeckS :D hehe : ) maybe only few old people i feel shy...to stretch their cheecks..!

3. I dunno why..but i don't feel so much comfortable talking over the phone with some people..i prefer talking face-to face..even with some of my frieds..i feel over the phone i am not always me..i can't mOvE my hands or expreSs wiht my face..it's like a Barrier

oh let me add a forth thing :D..

4. When i am hungry..i don't like kids ..like my nephews or even older pEoPle to eat or take from my plate looool...i get angry :D specially when i am very very Hungry..

oh and sometimes i wear my socks ...بالعكس lool i dunno how to say it..when i am in a HurRy.. and sometimes I like to eat alone at work..just to think..and EnjoY the SalienCe..even if it`s crowded...i feel it`s nice..not always tho..

Yalla..ur Turn..anything FunNy..WeirD ..InteresTinG..ConFeSssss.. :D

اللهم ما أصبح/أمسى بي من نعمة أو بأحد من خلقك فمنك وحدة لا شريك لك، فلك الحمد ولك الشكر : )

~&~ The Story Behind The Elevator ~&~

2008-11-07T17:25:00.010+04:00

Do you know what is frustrating?

when u see some people under-estimating and dis-respecting others..

u feel u just want to punch them in the stomach :D hehe no i am kidding of course

lemme tell u two short scenes in the hospital i am working in

Scene one 1:

i was in the elevator with 3 people i think..one was a local man..and another indian talking in is mobile in a relatively high voice ..when the local came in..after few seconds he said

" THIS IS A HOSPITAL..WHAT IS THIS..!! YOU SHOULND'T TALK IN THE MOBILE"

something like that and he said it in a very disrespectfull and angry manner..i was shocked so was the indian..i felt soooooo angry..what gives him the right to treat people like that?

i am not saying all locals are like this..being a local myself although originally iranian..i see many good locals so its not necessarly about naitonality its about personality and manners and Good or bad udnerstanding of islamic principles..

Scence two 2:

i was in one of the hospital's sections..the elevator opens.. an indian or something worker with a medium cartoon box wants to get it and its kinda crowded..but he eventually gets in..although maybe perhaps he should have waited but still he managed to get in..one local guy says soemthing like.."what is this..put the box over ur head..i" loool i know it might sond funny but i got soo angry i mean come on...!!!! isn't that just soooooo frustrating :@@@@@@@@@...!!!!!!

if ur local..or lebanese or whatever it doesnt mean ur better than others..some foreign workers work more than us with bad conditions and minimum wages so show some respect pleaase..!!!! :@@@

Would u be proud of ur self knowing Allah is watching ur actions..? would u do the exactly same attitude if u our prophet Mohammed -peace be upon him- was with u in the elvator..!!

think about it..we would change many many of our actions and attitudes if our phopher -peace be uponhim-was present..although we know Allah watches us all the times but perhaps sometimes we r ignorant or forget or to try to forget...this is a reminder for me..as well as for u..

قال الرسول الكريم-صلى الله عليه وسلم- أمام الجموع الحاشدة في حجة الوداع: "يا أيها الناس، ألا إن ربكم واحد وإن أباكم واحد، ألا لا فضل لعربي على أعجمي ولا أعجمي على عربي ولا لأحمر على أسود ولا أسود على أحمر، إلاّ بالتقوى..."

2- رواه أحمد في مسنده 5/411 عن أبي نضرة عمن سمع خطبة رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم وسط أيام التشريق. وذكره الهيثمي في المجمع (3/266) وقال: رواه أحمد ورجاله رجال الصحيح. ونقل الشيخ الألباني عن ابن تيمية في (الاقتضاء 69)، أنه قال: إسناده صحيح.

So..here is my Question..What do u think of those two situations..?do u think its out of ignorance or arrogance or what exactly? and What Would YOU do in those situations...would u just watch and keep quite..or defend the indian guy and worker or show ur anger or disapproval..?

for my self..i just kept quite cuz i don't find the levator a good place to advice people lool plus there r other people and some important conditions of good advising in my view is to:

1. Watch for the right TiminG

2,. The PlacE and PrivacY

3. The WaY of SendinG ur MessagE and AdvicinG

Last few words: I Beleive we need to read more about the prophet's Mohammed peace be upon him- actions and manners towards other people and have a better understanding of The Islamic PrincipleS AND MENTIONING THESE STORIES DOES NOT MEAN I ALWAYS TREAT PEOPLE RIGHT..BUT AT LEAST WE SHOULD WE AWARE OF IT AND TRY TO BE BETTER

اللهم اجعلنا خيرا مما يظنون واغفر لنا ما لا يعلمون وارزقنا رفعة المقام عندك يا رب العالمين في الدنيا والآخرة اللهم آمييين

^__________^

الحديث الشريف من موقع:

http://www.islamonline.net/Arabic/contemporary/2003/02/article01.shtml#2

Image from:

http://www.weitzlux.com/images/elevator/elevator.jpg

~&~ Don't MisS The Chance...! ~&~

2008-11-02T17:18:00.010+04:00

Al Saaaaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaam Alikooooooooooom

Guess what :D

i went to ICe-SkaTinG with MY Best Friend Bookworm YaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaYyy!!!

SOooooooo coool..so refreshing..so relaxing..^__^ hey if u haven't tried it it..what r u waiting for ?..trust me..try it and u will looooove it :D

^_^ u feeel ur floating on the air..i am not very GooD at it..just for entertainment..but its cool..it was soo cold..today was my day-off since i will work on saturday next week..i am glad i did not spend my day-off sleeping and thinking about many unsolved matters in my life ^__^ YuuPpPYy..we also had launch near the beach and there was a gentle wind ^_^

One of the reasons i went is that i felt i don't see my friends so often specially bookwarm one of my first and best friends since uni ^_^الله يحفظها ويسعدها دنيا وآخرة اللهم آميين and we need to spend some time with them..just having fun..knowing them better..and another reason is skating gives me HaPpinEsS and also..i don't wanna waste too much time at home doing nuthing and my life running through my eyes and me sitting there pretending to be calm as if nuthing..!! i wannaaaaaaaaaaa use every minute..i wanna change my attitude..its time to be a different person and ensha allah i will do my best ; )

well..u know..life is too short to spend sleeping or thinking too much..i mean yes we should work hard for the آخرة to strengthen our Faith.. think about our career ..our social life..but once bookworm told me.."i don't wanna reach 70 years and look back and say: oh why i didn't do this and that.." so PeoplE..don't Miss the chance..we only live once..make it in the Best Way PoSsible ; ) and the best way that satisfies Allah ^_^

So tell me..what do u LOooooooVE and feel relaxed and ExCitEd about when u do..what is one of ur Favorite Hobbies and why?

اللهم آتنا في الدنيا حسنة وفي الاخرة حسنة وقنا عذاب النار

Image from:

http://www.skatesports.com.sg/Pictures/Products/ridellIceSkates.gif

~~ Life ~~

2008-10-25T10:55:00.006+04:00

heeeeeeeey Mr.Agngry..Smileeeeeeeeeeee ^__^ cuz everyone else around you are smiling..don't Spoil the Joy.. : )

Allow me to complain a lil bit this Beautiful morning ..

I have twoooo afternoon days this week :`( it means I have to work from 11 am until 7:30 pm and I reach home 8 pm and I am exhausted and u feel ur day is gone with the wind.. I don’t want ..i don’t want

Let me surprise you more..not now but very soon we will have to go to wok on Friday’s and Saturday’s not every week but sometimes ...CAN YOU IMAGINEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How frustrating...!!!!!

Ok forget it..sometimes I get more angry when I talk about the things that bother me

any ways..i try to see the positive side of the story..that i am geTting experience..helping People ..learning new things..challenging my self..SOo Don't WorRy..Be HapPY

^__^ سبحانك ربي لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك

this is how i feel a lil bit Better :D and don;t forget..

يقول الرسول صلى الله عليه وسلم: (عجبا لأمر المؤمن إن أمره كله خير وليس ذاك لأحد إلا للمؤمن إن أصابته سراء شكر فكان خيرا له وإن أصابته ضراء صبر فكان خيرا له). رواه مسلم

Thursday night I saw some men working in the streets..i felt sad because those men like Indians, Pakistani and all..work the most hard works with sometimes hard conditions like in the middle of the morning and its hot with minimum wages and salary..makes me sad but they have to..makes me think how much I am blessed el7amdu Allah..specially those who clean the streets and toilets..i often feel I wanna help them cuz they break my heart ..so don’t forget about those people..be kind..smile to them..give them صدقة tell them thank you..cuz few words can change their day and feel appreciated

I ate looooooooots of chocolate this week..but don’t tell any one I eat too much food specially sweets when I am stressed or sad yum yum YuMMy..but I feel guilty cuz I am a nutritionist and I should eat healthy :D I do try ..really..but I need to try harder.. : )

DO YOU EAT MORE OR LESS FOOD WHEN U R STRESsED OR SAD?

لا إله إلا الله، وحده لا شريك له، له الملك وله الحمد، وهو على كل شيء قدير

سبحان الله وبحمده سبحان الله العظيم

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http://www.ytmnd.com/keyword/deviantart.com

http://www.pmags.com/joomla/index.php/Backpacking-and-Hiking-documents/mags_gear_cc.html

Emoticons from:

http://sumeet.info/hacks/emoticons.html

الحديث من موقع:

http://akhawat.islamway.com/forum/index.php?s=24167a8d0f7fa92a1dc6c4860d75bfac&showtopic=184001&pid=2136986&st=40&#entry2136986

Lost Ring and Finally Found ; )

2008-10-18T14:04:00.004+04:00

الحمد الله

One of the girls found it and gave it to my YuuuuPpPPYyYYYYY

هذا بفضل الله سبحانه وتعالى

الحمد الله دائما الحمد الله الحمد الله ^___^يــــــاااااااااااااااااااااااااي

شكرا لدعواتكم يا حلوين

Thank You For Your PrayeRS

and a special thanks to my special friend Bookworm for her SupER concern : )الله يوفقج ويسعدج دنيا وآخرة

ويوفقكم ويسعدكم أجمعين يا رب العلمين اللهم آمييين

I lost my precious ring in the work..a present from my aunt..please pray that i will find it :(

~&~ If YOU Were A BooK...!!! ~&~

2008-10-18T06:33:00.006+04:00

GooooooooooD MorninG :D

Ok..Here is an InteresTinG Question from my Brother "A":

"If YOU were a BOoK..What Would Your Title Be? and WHY?!!"

not if u wrote a book..no..! If you were a book..!! ThinK about it..actually i am not sure about my answer ..hmmm..lemme see ur answers and i will tell u mine later

Have A BeaUUUUTiFUL LovelY LoveLY WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeK EveRyOnE^____^

سبحانك اللهم أعني على ذكرك وشكرك وحسن عبادتك : )

Image From:

http://lettersfromlizzie.blogspot.com/2007/06/cute-and-easy-birthday-presents.html

~&~ RanDom ThoughTS ~&~

2008-10-12T17:20:00.008+04:00

Thought # 1:

When my oldest Nephew was about 4 or 5..i remember telling him i am the BosS or the presidenT of the House :D hehe...any ways..he said..NOooo..YOU CAN NOT BE The BOSS..YOU ARE A GIRL !!!

this simple conversation might be funny or a good mini-story to share..but if u really n deeply think about it..u will find it scary

scary cuz those little messages we are sending to our children..to the community have Great impacs on the long term..

the child grows up thinking woman are weak..woman are not very important..woman can not be leaders or well-respected as men..it is dangerous messages that WoORrieS me

Thought # 2:

Work Field Helps you Learn something very very Improtant

Do Not Be NaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeVE..And be DiploMaTiC..i am not saying lie..i am saying Diplomatic..no need to open ur mouth and say unnecesary things...some things are better kept unspoken at least for that time..got it ?!

Thought # 3:

Today i heard over the rado station about the meaning of Good Aklagh/manners حسن الخلق

حسن الخلق له كذا وجه

1. حسن الخلق مع الله سبحانه وتعالى

بالرضا عما أمرنا الله عزوجل بفعله والإبتعاد عما نهانا عنه سبحانه وتعالى بقلب راض ومطمئن بدون تذمر أو تأفف

by being satisfied with what he has asked us to do..without complaining..without rejection or dis-satisfaction..with doing what he has ordered us with an open HapPy HearT

2.حسن الخلق مع الناس

بطلاقة الوجه والإحترام والكف عن الأذى والصبر على الأذى

Being Smiley with people and respecting them and Not harming anyone and Being patient for others harm and so on..

BeauTifuL MeaningS..i never thought that Good Aklagh applies to People as well as to Allah sub7anah Wa t3ala... sunb7an Allah

Smile Pleeeeeeeeeease ^_____________^

Image From:

http://www.mrsaawam.com/vb/23426.html

~&~ HapPineSs ~&~

2008-10-04T21:34:00.006+04:00

Do u know the feeling when u sometimes wake uP in the morning HapPY?

perhaps because of i dream u had..or feelingS of joY and satisfaction the night before..this is how i feel today :D elhamdu Allah for his BleSsings ^___^

I LoVe it when i wake Up wiTH BeauTiful & Refreshing DreamS ^__^ SOOooo cooool

i feel BleSsEd today..I feel Loved..i feel things r gonna be more BeauTiful than i ever imagined Ensha Allah..i have Faith that Allah wants the BeST for us and i am waiting for BeauTiful Surprises..

i wanna tell u a secreT people..i noticed that i become a DANgeRouS Person in two conditions

when i am 1. Too angrey or sad OR 2. when i am Extremly HapPy

cuz in those two situaitons i tend to unfold my heart and say many things that i may regret later :D whether bad or good things but things that should not be expreSsed at least for that moment..so i guess my advice for all of us is to think twice before Opening our Mouth ; )

oh..and yeah..try to keep Up with some of the worshipS u did in Ramadan..like the sunna prayers..salat Al-duha...Reading Quran..صدقة..qeyam al-leel..and dont forget fasting 6 days of shawaaaaaal

جاء في حديث رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم: "من صام رمضان ثم أتبعه ستًّا من

شوال كان كصيام الدهر"، يعني كصيام سنة كاملة

سبحان الله وبحمده سبحان الله العظيم

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http://www.jkbenton.com/ProductImages/happy-flower_b.jpg

~&~ عـــــــيـــــــــد ســـــــــعـــــــــيـــــــــــد ^_______^ ~&~

2008-09-30T10:20:00.004+04:00

عـــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــيــــــــــــدكــــــــــــــــم مـــــــــــــبــــــــــــــــــــــارك و ســــــــعــــــيــــــــد يا حــــــــــــلويــــــــــــــــن ^_________^

HapPyYYYYYyy Eid EveRy One

^_______^

Yaaaaaaaaaaay..its Eid..sooooooo nice elhamdu Allah..YuuuPPPYyyyy ^_^

الحمد الله الذي أنعم علينا بنعمه وفضله وكرمه

سبحانك اللهم لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك

وصلى اللهم وسلم وبارك على نبينا محمد وعلى آله وصحبه وسلم تسليما كثيرا

~&~ Smiiiiiiiiiiile ^__________^ ~&~

2008-09-19T12:04:00.007+04:00

I think its time to droP the negativity and start smiling

^__________________________________________________^

sometimes i feel..life is too short and More BeauTiful than to be sad and depRessEd about..but sadness is a normal thing cuz life is not always Easy..but we have to try to find something to smile about and Alhamdu Allah i can thinK of maany maaaaaaaaaaaaany BleSSing of Allah that i am thankfull for : )

so the next timث u feel sad..remember all the blesSing of Allah..Islam..Iman..Health..wealth..Family..being in a muslim country..hearing...taمkin...seeing .being safe :)

الحمد الله، الحمد الله،الحمد الله

الله أكبر، الله أكبر، الله أكبر

سبحان الله، سبحان الله، سبحان الله

^__^

This Beautiful du2a was send to me though E-mail : )

*لا إله إلا الله الحليم الكريم

لا اله إلا الله العلى العظيم

لا اله إلا الله رب السماوات السبع و رب العرش العظيم

*‏اللهم إنا نسألك زيادة في الدين *وبركة في العمر *وصحة في الجسد *وسعة في الرزق

*وتوبة قبل الموت *وشهادة عند الموت *ومغفرة بعد الموت*وعفوا عند الحساب*>

*وأمانا من العذاب *ونصيبا من الجنة *وارزقنا النظر إلى وجهك الكريم

*اللهم ارحم موتانا وموتى المسلمين واشفي مرضانا ومرضى المسلمين*اللهم اغفر للمسلمين والمسلمات والمؤمنين والمؤمنات الأحياء منهم والأموات

*اللهم ارزقني قبل ا لموت توبة وعند الموت شهادة وبعد الموت جنة*>> *اللهم ارزقني حسن الخاتمة*>> *اللهم ارزقني

الموت وأنا ساجد لك يا ارحم الراحمين*> > *اللهم ثبتني عند سؤال الملكين*> > *اللهم اجعل قبري روضة من رياض الجنة

ولا تجعله حفرة من حفر النار*> > *اللهم إني أعوذ بك من فتن الدنيا*> > *اللهم أني أعوذ بك من فتن الدنيا* *اللهم

أني أعوذ بك من فتن الدنيا*> > *اللهم قوي إيماننا ووحد كلمتنا وانصرنا على أعدائك أعداء الدين*> > *اللهم شتت شملهم واجعل الدائرة عليهم*> > *اللهم انصر إخواننا المسلمين في كل مكان*> > *اللهم ارحم

إبائنا وأمهاتنا واغفر لهما وتجاوز عن سيئاتهما وأدخلهم فسيح جناتك

اللهم آمـــــــــــــــــــــــــيييــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــن يا رب العالمين

اللهم صلى وسلم وبارك على نبينا محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم*

~~ ... RanDoOm FeelinGs ... ~~

2008-09-14T21:04:00.007+04:00

Sometimes we look around..and we wonder..why we cry..why we whine..why do we get Sad..upSet..and Lost..we look around again and we realize we have many blesSings elhamdu Allah..but we are still not HapPy..

is it Fear..is it discontenment..is it weakness of faith..or is it not knowing what we want..or not wanting to make effort to get what we want..???!!

i am not sure if u understand..but sometimes sAdnesS or fear hits us like a rushing bus..and we wonder why we feel the way we feel..we find ranDom answers..some answers we deny..other answers we refuse to beleive..

i dunno..

u can have EveRything and still not be HapPy and u can have very little and be the most HapPy person in the world..i think one of the worse feelings are not knowing why ur not happy..cuz when u don't know the problem..u can't find a solution..

today while going to the hospital since i started work last week..me and my friend "M" were talking about how much we miss university..i would rather go study now than work.. :)

and it made me think..that maybe some day..when i get married..and have children..pershaps i won't work if i don't need to..cuz there is nuthing more beautiful than being relaXed minded and take care of what is moSt Precious..i don't udnerstand why some people leave their children to the maids or family and go work specially if they don't need the money? ..

not only to take good care of children but also..i think its hard to take care of a house..children..husband and work at the same time..and i meaaaaaaaaaaan it when i say i do appreciate the effort men do while working just to provide money and BuilD a family..God BlesS them :D i really really appreciate it cuz now i know how tiring it is for them..so thank you men :D

any ways..

i just wanna go walk near the beach..walk n walk n walk and put many things and issueS behind me....i miss it............and i would perhaps like to take 2 specific peOPle in my mind to talk with cuz they make me feel better...its a gift..to feel comfrotable with certain people..a blesSing..

اللهم ارزقنا العفاف والغنى والتقوى والهداية والسعادة والقناعة والإيمان الكامل واليقين الصادق وحبك ورضاك وحسن الخاتمة والفردوس الأعلى من الجنة ورضا الوالدين في طاعتك والإخلاص في القول والعمل اللهم آمييييييين

~&~ ٌRuNning Away...~*~

2008-09-12T18:40:00.005+04:00

Sometimes i just wish to run away..to disaPpear..to somewhere..to start new..to start FreSh..i mean it..i want to disappear to do what i want..whenever i want..without being criTisiZed..i want to disappear so the next time i am back..they will stop their silly words..and BegiN appreciating more..

Image from:

http://ava7.com/2006/11/beautiful-nature-wallpapers-part-1.html

اللهم لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين

~&~ من كل بـــستان زهـــرة~&~

2008-09-01T14:09:00.008+04:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

أهلا بكم في برنامجكم الرمضاني "من كل بستان زهرة" مع مقدمتكم خـلــــطة الربــيــــــع

قال النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم:

"من قرأ آية الكرسي بعد كل فريضة لم يكن بينه وبين دخول الجنة إلا أن يموت

So..try to Read Ayat Al kursy after each prayer and before u sleeep..

I know its Ramadan..and we r lil hungry :D i bought this yummy choco which u eat with a small spoon for me and Mohammad yuUUmYyyy

In RamadaN Please Try To:

1. Choose one or two things that u would like to continue doing during & after ramadan: ex, praying the sunna prayers..reading Quran everyday even if it was one page..giving sadaqa even if one dirham every day or 20 dirhams per month..depends on u..and ur budget..qeyam el leel in some nights..praying in masjid for men..

2. Smile ^____________^ cuz its RamaDAAAAAAAN :D

3. TrY to change one or two things in you that u don`t like (Getting angry Quickly..watching bad movies..talking behind people..shouting :D.. negative thoughts..not praying Al fajer in its time...not giving ur family enough time or ur sisters or brothers..wasting time..not reading enough about islamic matters..complaining alot..

4. Teach someone a good thing..( ur nephew or friend or family..) about islam..or about a dua`a..or about a verse in Quran and its meaning..remind them of doing good things...

5. Don't forget to drink enough water..organize ur time..for exmaple..2 glasses on sohoor..2 after magreb..2 after salat al taraweeh so this is 6.. and 2 at night..and eat fruit salad and vegetable salad..try please..ok..?.. OkaaaaY : )

Its better if u write down ur goals and what u want to improve and change..

Yalla..lets see who finishes Quran first :D..and ofocurse i don't mean u have to read and not udnerstand well or read fast without tajweed...but try ur best..to read and also read some tafseer

: )

~*~ Who Are You?.... ~&~

2008-08-29T18:22:00.006+04:00

I dunno what to write about..i just wanna write..about everything..about nuthing..i want piZZa..i want to go out..i want to ice skate..i want to fly....i have many dreams..many wishes..but somEtimes our wish is not NECESSARY Good for us..i dunno..left..right...up..down..what to chose..pizza or burger..i want it all..i dunno if u understand me..or if u care..but i want many things..and soemtimes few things..tell me who am i?

HEY..I WONDERED ABOUT THIS Q MANY TIMES..WHAT WOULD UR ANSWER BE IF I ASKED YOU..

WhO ArE yOu?

any ways..i wrote what poPped up in my mind ..it doesn't mean it make sense lool..i just wanted to speak ouT..

i want to make this poSt short...

TELL ME WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS & PLANS FOR SWEET BEAUTIFUL RAMADAN..ENCOURAGE ME TO BE BETTER..TO STRIVE TO Be A STRONGER MusliM...SOME PEOPLE MAY NOT SAY CUZ THEY ARE AFRAID THAT THESE THINGS SHOULD BE HIDDEN..BUT I WANNA BE ENCOURAGED..I WAN TO BE CHALLENGED..TELL ME WHAT U OR SOMEONE U KNOW USUALLY DO OR HAVE IN MIDN TO DO FOR RAMADAN ToO INCRASE UR FAITH..YALLAAAAAAA TELL ME..!!!

SEE YOU...

oh &..كل عـــــام و أنتــــــــــــــــم بخـــــــــــــــــــيـــــر ييا حلـــــويييييييييين يا كتـــــــاكيييييييـــــــــــــــت

^____________^

اللهم آتنا في الدنيا حسنة وفي الآخرة حسنة وقنا عذاب النار

اللهم ارزقنا الجنة ....اللهم ارزقنا الجنة....اللهم ارزقنا الجنة

اللهم أجرنا من النار...اللهم أجرنا من النار...اللهم أجرنا من النار

اللهم قنا عذاب القبر وعذاب النار وارزقنا رضاك وحبك والفردوس الأعلى من الجنة ورضا الوالدين في طاعتك اللهم آميييييييييين

IMAGE FROM:

http://mercerislandblogger.wordpress.com/2008/02/26/the-flowers-are-confused/

~&~ SoOme RanDom NewS ~&~

2008-08-23T13:01:00.008+04:00

i bought this present from Iran for My Sweet uncle
This is the new necklace i bought..it is supposed to be "Marjan" or coral loool but i don't really think its real Marjan..hmmm..but i Love the Red Colour..any ways Corals come in different colours..

I don't knoW WHAT I WANT any more... i truely don't..i am confused..lOst..i dunno what to do..

اللهم لا سهل إلا ما جعلته سهلا وأنت تجعل الحزن إذا شئتا سهلا

let me leave u with some cool NeWs..

News # 1:

a man who won the golden prize in horse race i think in the Olympics after 9 Trials..so he started in his tweenties and now he is in his 60`s 0_0 ..wohooooo..soooo coooool..loool..i can`T imagine how HApPy & ProuD he is :D good for him :D..i respect him..cuz he did not give up..even after all those years and finally he is in history :D

So..don't GivE Up..and Try again & Again to reach ur goals ^__^

News # 2:

i think it was in BraZile..in one of the jails..the guards noticed banned things going in the jail like mobile phones n stuff..when they investigated..they realzied that a prisoner has trainer a bird (DovE) to go and bring him some stuff like mobile phones loool..its amazing how u can use ur brain in doing bad things..wouldn't he be more proud if he used it in good things?

So be clever..and try to think of creative Ways in Doing GooD ThingS :D

New # 3:

yesterday i went to city cernter with fmaily..it was sooooooo croawded ..any ways..they went to a shoe shop..i went to the "Body shop" where they sell body sprayers and lotions with straWberry and vanilla flavour lool ..soo...it was Magreb time..and the music was playing...so i was thinking..its athan ime..should i tell the saleman to close it for now?..i usually don't have the courage..but i felt guilty..so i told the arabic man..can u please close the music ..its athan time..he said..oh yeah..those foriegners..they think after athan time its ok to play music..so he reduced the volume..

So..any ways..i am saying this for a reason..and i dont always ask the shops for this but i beleive we should have the courage to do so..its our religion..our countrey..and they are Conquering us mentally, intelectually, economiclaly..and we should do something about it..even as small and as little as this..to stand up for our principles

OkaaaaaaY..so thats that for now..

& I still don't know what to do

سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك أشهد أن لا إله إلا أنت أستغفرك وأتوب إليك

~&~ A BeauTifuL SouL... ~&~

2008-08-18T23:28:00.008+04:00

A Story I got by E-mail:

In a hospital..there were two old sick people..sleeping there..one of them could only sit on his bed for one hour each day and his bed was near the window..

while the other person had to be on his back all day long..

the two old man..spend the day talking without seeing each other..they spoke about their lives..their fmailies..about everything

every day..afternoon..the one who could sit for one hour near the window would sit and describe the beauty in the hospital yard..the other man would eagerly wait for this moment every day to hear about all the lovely things ..the beautiful people..the green grass

the old man who sat said:

there is a big lake..ducks are playing in it and the kids made boats and are playing together..other people riding boats..laughing..others are walking side by side near the lake..

The Beautiful Sun reflects its bright yelloW Shine on the lake.. spreading LighT over the Pure BluE lake..u could even see ur image clearly ..it was that pure...!!!

some people sitting under big trees..laying down its shadow..looking at the sky..laughing at how some clouds look like things they know..

The first man decribes..and the one who has to lay down all day listens carefully..and endulges himself in a beautiful imagination to taste this decription which he can not see but hear..

one day the nurse came..to check on them and she realized the man beside the windown has passed a way during the night..

the other guy got very sad..his companion..his friend..went..!! He asked the nurse for one request

he asked her to sit beside the window

and one afternoon..he decided to sit..with all the pain he had to bear..he sat..

HE WAS SURPRISED...!!!

There was no lake..!! No big green treees...no dancing ducks..there was a dull wall..no colours..not much JoY.......

he told the nurse about the whole story..

THE NURSE GOT SURPRISED..!!!

SHE SAID BUT THE OLD MAN WAS BLIND.....!!!! HE COULD NOT SEE..HE DID NOT EVEN ENJOY OR SEE THIS DULL WALL OR THE THREADS OF THE GOLDEN SUN..

HE WAS THERE FOR A REASON..HE LIVED AND SPOKE..AND IMAGINED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY..AND PERHAPS IT WAS HIS WAY TO SURVIVE THOSE HARD TIMES ..and help u surVive as well..

NicE StorY.. : )

makes me wanna meet that old man..makes me wanna thank him..honor him..appreciate him...

sometimes we do as he does too in the jounry of life..we help people..hold their hands..make them feel better about themselves..make them see the world in a more BeauTifuL Way...

cuz when we help and make people happY..we are somehow helping and Making ourselves HapPy TOoO....Try it ; ) even if ur sad or lost..u will be AmaZed of how can maKing otherS HaPpy can influEnCe ur Soul..give u peace..a sense of accoplishment..

~&~ WisDoM ~&~

my brother told me the other day that ducks flow beautifuly on the calm blue lake..they look so relaxed..!! as if they are floating..with no effort..dancing slowly..but the reality is that when u look under the water..they are moving their legs..tink tink tink tink loooooll :D ..fast..and repeaditly..to make that beautiful balance..to dance...to be able to stay stable..look BeautifuL..and EnJoy...

so sometimes my friend..look beyond and think beyond..don't be fooled..Making effort..might one day..make ur soul float peacfully ^_^

Image from:

http://www.claytor-lake.net/

~&~RanDOom MemoRieS & ShoTS....!!! ~&~

2008-08-09T19:47:00.024+04:00

BeauTiful yard in our HoUse in Iran-Shiraz-we have many memories HeRe..this is Grape`s Treee..Yum..yum YuMmmyYY...

Fresh Pistachio..YuuuUuMmMmYyyyyyyy..I LOOOOOOOOVe it sooooooooo much..we GoT this from iran..

In Khour Park -DubaI-when i went with one of my Best Friends before several months : )

I wrote that message (thanx for being.......) in our class room i think last semester..to one of my close frineds : ) ^_________^

My present for my SweeT dad ..I BoughT this from Iran this year...this is made by hand...

My uncle`s wife told me that the white parts here are made form the camel`s chest bones.. amazing..isnt' it..? POooor pooor Camel...

Some RanDOom WorDs For my SwEeT ZayeD University..in one of the offices..

A Tree that I LOVE in a street near our uni..i used to say hello to this tree sometimes ....

I was recently playing Mario Brose..and I Finishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhed it..YuuuPpPpYyyYy :D :D and i saaaaaaaaaaaved the PrincEsss..hamoodi my nephew..said he wants to marry her looooooooooool.. what an old Game...!!! I Still Love iT ^__^

Las Week..I posted a Question..

If you were on an isolated island and you could only choose one perosn to be with you..who would it be? :D :D

well..i thought about it..and ocourse my answer might change in the future or depending on my life but for now.. i am not sure but i think i would choose my Dear Father..

let me tell you why..

first on an isolated island..u would want someone who u care about to be with you..right?

okaaaaaaaaY...!!so..then..u want someone who is clever enough or experienced enough to know how to deal with living in an isolated island...correct..?

OkaaaaY...!! sooooo...i chose my father cuz usually when i travel..i travel with mom..and we talk and share many things together..but i rarely travel with dad and we don't always talk as much as we should or as much as me and mom do..so i would choose my Father so we can spend some time together..to listen to his adventuRes as a young man..looool and to share our views on life isSuEs..

and also..i think we will enJoy each others company cuz we share many things in common :D

Kooochy koochy father :D ^_________^

what about you..? u don't have to tell me :D ..it is juSt a fanTasy and a theorotical QuesTion..and ur answer may change if IT REALLY OCCURED.....u know..!!!..

hmmmmmm...we went walking today with mom and my couzin.........................................

we talked about some couples problems..it makes me think..u know..about marriage life..i hear ScaRRy Stuff looooool...but i always Trust in Allah and i usually have a very BeauTiful and Positive View about my future life ^____^sometimes i am toooooooo imaginary..toooooooo indugled in the fanTaSy world...i need to be more realistic i gueSs...

LiTtle ActS Od KidneSs-An ExpResSion I Love:

"To Do Carefully & Kidnly Many Little Things Is NOT A LITTLE THING"

iI was mentioned in The 7 Habits book..this was hanged in one woman's kitchen wall..SOOooo adorable..!!makes me think of doing something similar in our house..

Miracle..my SweEt Friend..says that little things do matter..they have big Influence on one`s life..and i beleive in that..specially for women..few words..a small present..a call when u never expected..even sometimes a small gesture like telling someone that u thought about them today or writting a lvoely note and secretly putting in in one`s wallet or bag..

~&~ StoRY ~&~

The author talks about him going out with two of his young sons at that time (6 years and 4) during a movie..the younger kid fell a sleep..so when the movie was over..the father held the younger child in his arams to the car..laid him back in the seat..and because it was cold..the fathet took off his coat and gently arranged it over his younger kid..so at home..the father and the older and kid were talking..the father asked the kid whether he enjoYed his time..the kid said yes..buT the father felt that the kid was not very JoyFulL or responSiVe..while laying down on bed..both of them..the son turned around to face the wall..as he did..the father noticed tears in his son`s eyes..he asKed: "Whats wrong honey,What is it?

The son said: "DaDdY, if i were cold, could you put your coat around me too..?!!!

oh..my God..isn't this Kid...soooooooooooo cute..? ^___^ habebeeeeee..Koootchy KOOooochy..

of all the things the kid and his father did.. playing..the movie and FuUn ..the child remembered THIS ACT of kidnEss..a GesTure Of LOvE and Care..

TrusT me..some PeoplE remember small Gestures of love..specially if they AppReciatE the Truth and BeauTiy of such AcTs..

Carpenter`s Rule~~Life Rule:

"Measure Twice, Cut once"

some things in life should be measured..not once..not twice..but many times..in order to take the right decision..taking a long time in decision making is much more better than regreting your wrong decision later..

A Quote by Goethe:

"Treat a man as he is and he will remain as he is. Treat a man as he can and should be, and he will become as he can and should be"!!!

This is an interesting quotes..makes me think..u know?..is it true..?

I think in some cases..its true..specially when raising children..its like when we label some children or people not being "SmarT EnougH"..but if those people are or were given good tools..and good opportunities...they can or could be the best Student..or Drawer..or chemist or...

Its like when expeRts say...give children some responsibility so they get used to it from youth..i ehard once that we should soemtimes allow children to chose their own cloth..and very young children to start eating by themselves ocne they can hold a poon or even by hand..even if they Spill food EvEryWherE..but by this..we are raising them to be independent..ResPonsible...

The Autho stephen R.Covey also talks about "The Primary Laws Of Love":

1. Acceptance rather than Rejection

2. Understanding rather than Judgment

3. Participation rather than Manipulation

He says that when we trule AcCepT and LoVe PeoplE as they are..We encourage them to be better...cuz we are freeing them from our high expeCtations..or the TenSion & PreSsure of us wanting them to become someone who they are not..

WisDomE:

"Always Talk about others as if they were PreSenT"

hmmmm..do we really do this..? come ooooooon...ConFessssss...

that is why Allah subhanah o t3ala told us to keep away from "الغيبة"

OkAAAaaaaaaaaY...i am conFusSeD..i talked about many Heavy ideas..today..i better stop here..i have tooo much in my mind that i can't say all what i want..

Smillllllle ^__________________^

اللهم آتنا في الدنيا حسنة وفي الآخرة حسنة وقنا عذاب النار

اللهم ارزقنا إيمانا كاملا ويقينا صادقا وشفاء من كل داء وعلما نافعا ورزقا حلالا طيبا مباركا فيه ورضاك والفردوس الأعلى من الجنة ورضا الوالدين في طاعتك وحسن الخاتمة والسعادة في الدنيا والآخرة

اللهم تقبل مني ومنا عباداتنا وصلواتنا ودعواتنا

اللهم اغفر لي ولوالدي ولأهلي وللمؤمنين والمؤمنات والمسلمين والمسلمات الأحياء منهم والأموات إلى يوم الدين

اللهم آمييييييييييييييييييييييييين

~&~ThE 7 HaBitS Of HigHly EffeCtiVe FaMiliesS~&~

2008-08-05T21:33:00.015+04:00

HELllllllllOOOOOOOOoooooooo :D

soooooooo...listeeen peoPle..cuz i am going to talk about something very interesting today..actually i am always interesting..but today even more........ just kidding :D

any ways..

These are some quotes from one of the BeauTiful and Beneficial BoOks I have been reading and still am.. its called:

"The 7 Habits Of Highly Effective Families"

Families Not People..cuz thats another Book people !!!

so here are some quotes...and then i wanna discuss some matters with u..ok? ...okaYY

Quote #1:

(The average child spends 7 hours a day watching T.V and 5 MINITUES WITH DAD!!!!!)

so..let us talk about this..how many hours do u spend with ur fmaily..with ur dad and mom and brothers n sisters?

sometimes when u come and count the words u speak out with them..it comes to hi..hello..how r u..what did you do today...r u hungry? and thats it!!!...ScaRyYY..isn't it?

Have you tried ever to sit and give 1/2 hour or one hour of ur time to ur dad or mom..just to ask them about their lives..to listen to them rather than to be listened? to make them feel u wanna know some details of their lives just because they matter to YOU and you LOVE Them..?

Trust me..our parents have had many adventures :D just sit and EnjOy and make them feel u care by ur actions..not only that..ask about thei dreams..their goals..beleive me..they still have dreams and goals..!!! ..life is not only about YOU :D

not only that..look at how our behavior will affect the childrne in the future..we are letting them to watch TV everyday for several hours..WE ARE GIVING THEM PERMISSION ..!! THEY ARE CONTORLING US..NOT WE?...THERE IS SOMEHTING WRONG IN THIS FORMULA..PARENTS NEED TO WAKE UP..TO SET LIMITS..IN THE FUTURE..OUR CHILDREN MIGHT TREAT THEIR OWN CHILDREN THE WYA WE TEACHED THEM..WHAT KIND OF GENERALTIONS ARE YOU WILLING TO BUILD?

one of the beauTiful ExpreSsions i lOoVeD in this book is

Quotes # 2:

" The Spirit is one of being equally yOked together"

The books also mentions about:

(The Miracle Of The Chinese BAMBOO TREE)

The Author says that when ever we do something..we should WAIT & be Patient to See The Results like this AmaZinG BamBOo Tree..when u plant the seeds...u see NoTHING..ABsoluteLy NOthInG!!!..for 4 years..u see nothing but a smaaal, tiny shoot coming out of a bublb..but during those 4 years..the growth is invisible..the roots are massivley growing under the ground and spreads deep and wide in the earth..

AND

IN THE FIFTH YEAR..THIS AMAZING CHINESE BAMBOO TREE GROWNS UP TO EIGHTY FEET....!!!!!!!! AMZING..SPLEEEEEEEEENDID..ISN'T IT? :D :D ..sub7an Allah

do u know what this means??????

it means whenever u do soemthing good to ur self..family...whenever u plan and take an action...don't rush to see the results..whenever u have a dream..a goal..a wish....work for it..pray...and wait...

when ever you take initiative to apologize or make things better ..to reform someone you love..don't be discourages if you see ResistanCe..DON"T GIVE UPp..Try Again and Again..try different approches...

sometimes..we wish for somethign sooo badly..for years..we think about it..we aim to reach it..and most importantly..we WORk UPON it..for exmaple..let us suppose u wanna be the most famous writer..for years..u read boOks..u write novels and in the newspaper...u run here n there..but no one recognizes u!!!.. and suddenly..after years of effort..patience..and tawakol 3la Allah sunhanah o t3alah...something haPPens..that changes all that..u meet someone who can help u..or u find a better joB..so be PaTienT.. please ^___^

also..sometimes when u do some good for people..u mgiht not see the results now..but in the future..the gooness comes back to u..someway or another..

I Love This BambOooTree ^__________^

author says and pls read careuflly...!

Quotes # 3:

"Patience is faith in action, its the willingeness TO SUFFER inside SO that OTHERS Can GROW, it reveals LoOvE"

This quote reminds me of all the hard-working parents who suffer and get tired to raise us..to make us HapPy.. : )

Quotes # 4:

(Between Stimulus (ex:WHY don't you love me؟؟؟) and response (ex:cuz ur hair looks like sheeP :D)

,there is a space

In that Sapce lies our FREEDOM & POWER TO CHOOSE OUR RESPONSE

In our response lies our Growth and our HaPpinEss)

Trust me..think about the above lines..and now think about a situation where u got angry or responsed in a bad manner..perhaps even for a very silly reason..now think about how things would be different or how u could respond differenly because better responses help YOU AS a Human Being to GROW AND rise Above YOuR LEVEl so that u become a better person as u get older...

so next time my friend..think..and i will try to think too..before responding IRRAtionaLLY...!!!

and hey look at this InteresTing Word he uses:

Responsible-->(Response-Able)-->Being able to choose your own Response...!!! SmaRT..isnt' it? :D

~~&&~~ BREAK ~~&&~~

Lemme tell you a joke my brother told me the other day:

There were 3 men praying jama3a next to each other in the mosque..

The first guy asked the second guy: quiiiiiickly quiiiiiiiiickly..i forgot..which rak3a ركعةare we?

The second guy replied: I tooooooold you miliionnnnnnnnns of timmmmmes ..don't taaaaaalk to me during prayer time :@@@@@@@@@@

The third man said loudly (while praying): elhamdu Allah...i didn't talk in the prayer..looooooooooooooooooooooooool

in Persian was more funnYy..Hope u laughed :D

~~&&~~ STORY~~&&~~

two parents were thinking to kick their daughter out of the house if she did not chnage her self..because her presense was distroying the family apart and affecting other members..so one Night..the father was waiting for his daughter to come back home and tell her..(either you make these changes and improvments or ur OUT tomorrow)..

The father brought a card and started to write a list of things she needed to do in order to stay.....he listed and finished ...while he was waiting..he turned the card over..and started to list what changes/iimprovementas HE (the father) would agree to do if the daughter agreed to her changes...!!!

he was in tears when he realized that his list was longer than his daughter`s..!!

So..sometimes..we need to dig inside our selves..to change US..Before we Blame Others or before we Try to change others..

Quotes # 5: and the last for this post

" Problems and circumstances are no longer obstacles that get in the way of the path; they are the PATH"

sometimes we might think that the problems that face us..break us..make us weaker..more Vulnerable..but we as muslims know that everything haPpens for a reason..Allah gave us those problems (Opportunities) to become stronger..to get thawab..to test our patience...those problems are ment to be parts of our lives for a reason..a wise reason..and one day u mgiht appreicate it if not now.. : )

so..i truely..really..strongly..recommend this book PeoPle..it is sooo meaningfull and rich in wisdom and beautiful StoriEs..u learn alot..and it is also a BeauTiful reminder..i mgiht talk about soem of the habits the books talks about..like being proactive..Giving rather than expecting,,having a clear visIon..and so on.زز

let me know what u think..about the issuEs i tlaked about..and whether u have any other recommendations..

oh and yea..yesterday me my sweet friends DimplI+Miracle+BaBy thyme went to uni to get our graduation certificant-not the ceremony yet- then we went to fes ival city and eat launch at 4 loool and we also went to magrudy book shop and i got these books for hamoooDY..soooo cute ..!nice stories and characters..trust me..u will enjoy it too :D

See youuuuuu..and Have FuUn... and i know it was alooooong post..but u kow i LOVE talking :D

Smiiiiiiiiiiiiiiile and be HapPPYyy ; ) ^_____________^

سبحان الله العظيم وبحمده

~&~ My Trip To Avaz ~&~

2008-08-01T01:24:00.024+04:00

Al salam Alikom pePOOOOOOooooooooool :D

I AM BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK

Did you miss meeeeeeee?!!!!!................... OFCOURSE YOU DID!!!! :D :D

hmmmmmmmm...what a Beautiful trip..really..it was another world..another weather..different peoPle.. SOooooooo RefreShinG..elhamdu Allah ^___^

Soooo sooooo sooooooo...where should i start..?!! ooooooooh yeaaaaaaas...guess what?

the first day i arrived "Avaz", my hometown, my uncle's family and their lovely daughter made us dinner as a turtle shape looool cuz i love turtles..isn't that amazing and cute?

for those who do not know Avaz..it is a small town in South iran..the weather in summer is hot and dry but at night..sometimes its nice with a gentle wind..specilaly when u sleep on the roof of the house..i slep once and trust me..the planket was cold..yuMMyy..sooo Niiiiiiice EXperience and u can look at the stars above u.. ; )

in the winter..the weather is coooooold with rain or little rain but i think no snow..they say in Spring :D the weather and the view and nature ie very beautiful if there was rain..but i had not had the chance to see it..they call it (Bahar) means Spring i think !!

its a simple town with simple peoPle..many are living in UAE or the gulf and some abroad..but at the end its my hometown so I LOVE IT :D

Look at the head of the turtle on the left :D

its sooo sweet of them to remmeber something i care about and to take the effort..Yaaaay ^___^

I really beleive that when people love you..they will try to remember the things that u care about the most and they might eventually fall in love with the things YOU love just because You LOoVe IT!!! ; )

I have maaaaaaaany things to share..but for now..enjOY with some of the pics.ParT 1:

we called this the house with a door and no wall..lool..its funny it has a door but no wall :D

this is yard (is ths word right?) of my aunt's house..Allah yerhamha..when i went to Avaz..i missed her alot...and i remembered when she used to sleep in our house before two years..she was quite but yet nice to have her around..I wish i talked to her and asked her more and told her how much she means to me..Sweet Aunt ^__^

This is my Aun'ts house entrance

This is some evidence that i do some kitchen work loooool..i know its only salad..but it counts for somثthing..right? ; )

لإhis is the poor fish that we ate yum yum yummmy...i helped in cleaning it lil bit..but our sweet maid gets angry when i help..cuz i am slow :D

This is starfish hanged on my couzin`s wall..they brought it from dubai when they came this year..beautiful right?

This is a part of the mosque near our house..

Sunset

This is a lOOOOOOOoooong story...in the last few days..my mother held a teaching class at our house..we prayed maghreb prayer jama3a and then 1/2 hour teaching children quran with signs (by the way ..this method i think is new in iran and its interesting..tell u about it later) and 1/2 hour teaching the women and girls quran tajweed...so we tried to write a hadeeth or a saying each day to taمk about on the board breaifly ^___^ coooool, right?

In my other Aunt's house..yummyyyyyy...its soooo delecious..trust me...Masha Allah

مقبرة near our house..what do they call magbara in english :S??!!!

my grandfathers and grandmothers and Aunt are here

اللهم ارحم موتى المسلمين ..اللهم اغفر لي ولوالدي ولأهلي وللمسلمين والمسلمات والمؤمنين والمؤمنات الأحياء منهم والاموات إلى يوم الدين

اللهم ارحمهم برحمتك الواسعة واجعل قبورهم روضة من رياض الجنة واغفر لهم وارضى عنهم وعنا واجمعنا بهم في الفردوس الاعلى من الجنة وأكرم نزلنا يا رب العالمين... اللهم آمييييييييييييييين

Another View...

we were invited for breakfast on a friday morning..we went after fajer prayer to an open land..the weather was ok..but toooo much ANt...the big ones are scarRYYy.they look like spiders :@@@ but it was nice..and i was asked about nutrititonal stUff :D OOhh i also wrote some diet plans for few PeoplE..thats another Story..!!! oOOhh..some of them called me Doctor looooooool...i told my mom..i don't want them to call me doctor? i am not..when i get my pHD..let them call me Doctor :D

Avaz StReeT

When my Couzin and her Husband came back from Omra (Makkah)...some of their friends tey hanged this above their house DOoor :D

so soo..what else..i am tired now..lemme tlel u a small story..before i go and i will continue my adventure someother time : D

This is a Real Story In AvaZ:

A man was told that he had kidney stones..so the doctors advised him to walk so the stones would come out..One day as he was walking..he heard a voice..suddenly i think few dogs were running after him :D :D loool its funny but ScarrrRyYy ...he ran..ran and raan soooooo fast and got away...then the 4 kidney stones came out loooooooool

i mean if someone hears this story..he/she would say: poor man for this situation..but at the end..there was a reason why he was ment to be followed by dogs..a hekma..to get rid of his stones :D :D..subhan Alla.h.Every Thing HapPens for a Reason ^___^its like looking at the bright side..u know?

By the way..i learned in my trip to take opportunities to help my self and influence others..i learned that my family are one of the most important treasures of life and that i miSsed them alot when i was away from UAE..and i can't imagine my life away from them..i misSed my two nephews alot ^___^الله يحفظهم ويرفع مقامهم ومقامنا عند الله في الدنيا والآخرة اللهم آمييييييييين

and i learned that in Iran people enjoY their time by going to the park..or gathering on the street and that is worth miliions of dollars that they pay here or somewhere else but alone..

oh..ya..and also..when u are away from your loved ones for a while..i guess that gives u the opportunity to appreciate them more, be more nice and kind with them when ur back, don't you think ; ) ?

I HOoPe yOu All EnjOyed your Summer as well ensha Allah..

سبحان الله وبحمده سبحان الله العظيم

^________________^

~&~Going To Iran ~&~

2008-06-15T20:43:00.006+04:00

I am traveling tomorrow..Going To Iran after two years ^________^

I feel excited yet sad..i miss my family there but my father, other brothers and nephews are not with me : ( i hope i enjoY ensha Allah..although there are no girls at my age that i know well but ..it is a change..i wanna take some photos too so that my father who has not been to "Evaz" since more than 20 years i think :S ....can see how it looks now today.. : )

we will also go to "Shiraz" the wether there is much better specially at night..and near our house is a walk way i dunno what thye clal it..and it is green and maaany people go there..sit..gather..eat..drink and there are also some resturants..i miss the Cold Honeymelon Juice in Shiraz yum yum yUmMMYyY...

See Youu and Wish you All a HapPy SumMer

Ensha Allah i will be back something near 10/7 or so..let us see what happens ^__^

أشهد أن لا إله إلا الله وأشهد أن محمد رسول الله

First pic from:

http://www.is123.org/IranianPictures/LoweWaterfall.html

Second pic from:

http://outdoors.webshots.com/photo/1477622862048724654ZqloCB

~~خــــلــــــطـــــــــة سنـــــــيـــــــــــن~~

2008-06-11T12:43:00.010+04:00

هذه الساعة هدية من خالي العزيز وأهله عندما أتو من إيران في شهر 3 تقريبا..أول مرة في حياتهم يزورون الإمارات..كانت أيام حلوة ^__________^وهذه الأشكال هي من أعمال بابا العزيز..لأنه بطبعه يحب أن يرسم أشكال مختلفة بقشور البرتقال ..وأحيانا يشكله على شكل كراسي بما أنه يبيع مفروشاااااااات^_______^

وهذه غرفتي القديمة قبل الإنتقال إلى بيتنا الحالي الجديد

وهذه هدية من والدي الحبيب عندما كنت صغيييييرة ..يعني هدية قديمة ربما عندما كان عمري أقل من 13 سنة..لاأتذكر

شجرة في حديقة الخور..تعبر عني...

كلمات سطرتها أناملي قبل سنتين تقريبا.. وكنت وقتها في إيران..أسطر استعطت أن أفكك بعض معانيها والمشكلة أني نسيت لماذا كتبت بعضها الآخر..حتى عندما قرأتها..استغربت أنني قادرة على كتابة هذه الكلمات ولكنني متأكدة أنني كتبتها بعد عدة مواقف قد مررت بها..غرييب أمري..ولكنني استمتعت بقراءة خفايا قلب وعقل كنت قد نسيت بعض ملامحها وها أنا أتذكر مشاعري قبل سنتين..عجييب : )..أترككم مع ما كتبت

"أفكار مشوشة"

تتضارب الأفكار في سماء أفكاري..يخالجني شعور بالراحة والخوف في آن واحد..كيف لذالك أن يحدث؟..لا جواب..!

تتسارع دقات الزمن في مخيلتي في فضول غامض لأرى بعض ملامح مستقبلي المجهول..لا أرى سوى طريق مسدود وبضع أحلام لاتمت

بالعالم الحقيقي بصلة إلا قليلا..هكذا أنا أرى العالم بعينين مشرقتين ولكن لا تخلو أفكاري من مخاوف لأنني في نهاية المطاف إنسان..لي مشاعر وأحاسيس تفوق أحيانا قدرتي على التحمل..أبث همومي للقلم والورق ومن غيرهما يسمع أنيين مشاعر خفاقة..من يستمع لدقات قلب طفل في جسم فتاة يتوقع أن تعرف كل شيء!!..كل شيء وبإتقان لكي تحظى بإعجاب الناس ويا له من إعجاب

إعجاب لا يزيدني إلا غرورا وحزنا لأنني ببساطة لا أريد أن أشعر بقنابل الضغط تحوم فوق رأسي..تتعب عقلي المسكين الذي لا ذنب له إلا أنه أحيانا يشاكس ويعارض همسات قلبي

أريد أن أتعلم كل شيء بحب وشغف.. لا أن تصدر المحكمة العليا القرار بسلب هويتي وفرض أعمال لم أختارها بنفسي لأدائها وكأن لي دينا تجاه مجتمعي

"لمــــحـة"

لحظات من الغضب قد تفجر إناء الفضيلة في ثوان...فلما لا نمنح قلوبنا مفتاح الصبر؟ نتناسى لحظة الغيظ كل خير..أبلكراهية نعامل المحسن على إحسانه؟

هذه الكلمات كتبتها وإني أسأل الله سبحانه وتعالى أن يغفر لي أي خطأ..لأني لا أقصد بها واجباتي كفتاة مسلمة إنما بعض توقعات المجتمع

وعفكرة..أنا لاحظت في تناقض في كلامي هههههههه..شوفو مثلا:

"لا أرى سوى طريق مسدود وبضع أحلام لاتمت
بالعالم الحقيقي بصلة إلا قليلا..هكذا أنا أرى العالم بعينين مشرقتين"

عفكرة..مرة كنا في مكة..نعتمر مع الأهل وكنا واصلين على الفندق وجوعانيين وما لحقنا نطلع الغرفة..المهم رحنا مطعم الفندق ناكل وجلست امراة على طاولة بجانبنا..وأخذت تحدث أمي وبأي غرفة انتو؟ وقالت بأنها هي أيضا تنتظر زوجها لأنهم وصلو قبل قليل..أكلت وبعد

أن انتهت رحلت..وانتهينا نحن بعدها وعندما هممنا بالرحيل ..مسؤول المطعم قال أي غرفة انتو وقلنا لهم..ثم أضاف بما في معناه وحساب السيدة عليكم؟ قلنا لا!! ما كانت معانا..فاكتشفنا إنها كانت تكذب وأكلت ورحلت..في مكة..غريييب..صح؟ الله يغفر للجميع ويتوب علينا ويرضى عنا ويسعدنا دنيا وآخرة اللهم آميييين

لووووووول كتبت بالعامية وبعدين حولت للفصحى هههههههههه^___^

أحس غريب أكتب إماراتي..وغريب أكتب شامي..فأحسن شي أكتب فصحى

عفكرة..التناقض حتى موجود بينا وفي مجتمعنا..صحيح ديننا الجميل يدعو للمساواة ولا فرق بين عربي وأعجمي أو أبيض أو أسود لكن المشكلة نحن ناخذ بعض التعاليم الإسلامية ومش كلها..ولو رجل أسمر خطب وحدة من البنات ..أنا متأكدة في بعض العوائل رح تتردد وقد ترفض لمجرد أنه أسود البشرة أو غامض..؟ويمكن أنا أكون منهم..صراحة لا أعلم ماذا سوف يكون موقفي حينها..بس غريب هل التناقض فينا..

اتخاذ القرارات أحد أصعب المهمات..خاصة القرارات اليتي سوف تؤثر على حياتك وحياة غيرك

بس سبحان الله..الحياة تجارب والشخص يستخير ويستشير ويحكم عقله قبل قلبه ويفكر ويعطي نفسه مهلة للتفكير بمنطقية وجدية وعدم تسرع

والباقي نتوكل على الله عز وجل..فكل أمورنا خير بإذنه تعالى

سبحان الله وبحمده سبحان الله العظيم

صورة الطريق فوق من هل الموقع

http://labdaze.wordpress.com/

~&~ What MakeS You HapPY...?! ~&~

2008-05-27T19:26:00.008+04:00

صدفات من بحر الممزر..حلويييييين صح؟شوفو سبحان الخالق روعة خلقه والتفاصيل والألوااان ..روعـــــــــــــــــــــــــــة..يا الله ما أجمل خلقك ^__________^

هل الصورة هدية من بنت خالتي العزيزة الي أحبها كثييير ^___^ الله يسعدها دنيا وآخرة اللهم آميييين

وهذا ماما اشترته وكنت باخذه أحطه في غرفتي..قام حموودي ابن أخوي قال يباااه... ووقلت لا لا وبعدين آخر شي رضيت أعطييه ههههههههههههه ^_____^ أحيانا أحس إني صغيرة أتخانق مع الاطفاال عشان صورة :D

أعتقد صورة وردة دوار الشمس هي خذتها قرب حديقة الحيوانات في جميرا

I have a Question..and i want you to answer me honestly..think about it and be true to ur self..

What Makes You HapPY?

In general..what gives u HapPineSs..?

i asked a dear someone..and she said:

Peacfulness..............! Interesting right?!!! but not enough for me :D i asked her..what gived you the sense of peacfulness?

she said..her little Sweet KatKoooTy SoN gives her peacfulness..masha Allah..الله يخليهم لبعض ويسعدهم اللهم آميييين

i did not expect that..!!

I said..how does your son give u peacfullness..she said:

when he smiles

when he hugs me

when he says mama 7abebty

when he kisses me

masha Allah..tabark Allah..isnt that just SOOooooooo SweeeeeeeeeeT? Yaaaay ^_____^

i was thinking about this question today..and this is what i think:

i guess i am HapPy mostly when i am satisfied with where i am..with whom i am..with what i have done so far in my personal and social life..in simple words..

When i look back before 5 years ago and i look at my self now and see how much I have grown in terms of my faith, manners and knowledge..if i see a positive change..that gives me happineSs and a sense of satisfaction..but if i feel i have not changed or became worse..i feel a Big..HuGe..sense of DisapPointmenT

so i am HapPY when:

1. First, i am satisfied and contented with my self (Spirtually and Emotionally)

2. Second, when i contribute in helping, doing or offering something useful for someone or for People

by the way..yesterday i was thinking about the meaning or definition of haPpinEsS and i also asked my friends..this is what we think

HapPineSs is a sense of PeacfulnesS and ContentmenT within that is reflected by ones strength of Faith ^_^

يعني باختصار رضا وسلام وراحة داخلية ومنبعها حب الله سبحانه وتعالى وقوة الإيمان

so..ask your self..and if u wanna share it with me..i would be HapPPy and CuriouS to know what goes through ur Brain CelLSs :D

What Makes You HapPyY?

and what does HapPinEss Mean in your dictionarY?

سبحان الله وبحمده سبحان الله العظيم

أشهد أن لا إله إلا الله وحده لا شريك له, له الملك وله الحمد وهو على كل شيء قدير

~&~ Real LiFe...and My DaD`s Story ~&~

2008-05-19T18:55:00.012+04:00

?عفكرة هل الوردةأشوفها حلوة لولاحظتو في كل قسم كأنه مكتوب الله بس بدون حرف الهاء وكأنه حد رافع ايده يدعي حلو صح : )عوض مدينتي ^___^هي رسمة من موقع ايراني..هذا نسميه بركه (بكسر الباء وسكون الراء وفتح الكاف يتجمع فيها ماي المطر أعتقد ومنتشرة في مدينتي عوض ^____^أحب البركه

Salam Alikom ya 7elweeeeN

sometimes i hate it when my mood affects the people around me

i get streSssEd..i get angry and upset and i act rude with myFamily and Friends..sometimes i don't mean it..sometimes i do..but it isn't an excuse..any ways..i hope they understand and forgive my mood Swings ^_^ cuz sometimes it is not personal..i am not angry at them..but i pore the water on them

ok..so before few days..i went to the hospital again..i went to a patient "M"..he was from Pakistan..a good man he seemed..i was asking about his diet..then i reached the question about streSs and depression..he said..yes he is very depresSed..i don't remember the exact conversation..but we were talking about how Reading Al-Quran Al Kareem helps..he said yes it helps but he still has depression..suddenly..i noticed he go a lump in his throat --->this phrase reminds me of my Cute Lil Friend TwEeety..so i said..don't worry..things will be better ensha Allah..i hope u get better

then i went to write down some information from his file and i heard him crying with a very low..voice..i did not look..maybe i was afraid to handle the situation..maybe i felt i will make him cry more and i dunno what to do then? i am weak in these situations :D

then i told him..every thing happens for a reason..don't worry..he said pray for me..God bless you..i said thank you for your time..i will pray for you and i did..i think so far..he is one of the most patients who touched my HEART along with another 19 years old boy who was left by his family in the hospital for more than 10 years i think : (

i felt "M" needed some confortbling words..i hope he gets better..ensha Allah.. : )

any ways..

once my dad told me a story

he said that when his father (MyGrandFather) ..Allah yer7amah.. was alive..in Iran..he was holding a small wooden design or something..i think..i don't remember what and he asked one of the kids about what he thought about that peice of art..my father said that he got angry..my father told my granfather..

" WHY ARE YOU ASKING A CHILD FOR HIS OPINION? HE IS A CHILD!!!!!!"

then my gradfather told him " well, fist of all..every person has a different prespective and the child may tell me something i couldn't see before and secondly, he is a child and when i ask him about his opinion..i am helping in building his eprsonality..i am giving him status..he will feel he is important and so on...

when dad told me this story..i really liked it..it taught me alot about being modest..asking people..treating people right and giving the children the opportunity to be responsibile and grown ups and hearing them

these days i feel alright el7amdu Allah..just HOpPinG for some ThingS to be Clearer and Better for me ensha Allah ^_______________^

Seeee yoooou.. ;) and if u have any stories tO share..LeT tme know : )

سبحان الله وبحمده عدد خلقه ورضا نفسه وزنة عرشه ومداد كلماته ^_____^ ابتسموووووووووووووا : )

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2008-05-13T21:06:00.009+04:00

Let me tell you a secret :D it is not easy to share ur inner fears with everyone but sometimes it is good talking about it

in general, i love interacting with different people from different cultures, ages, religons..it is exciting What and How others think and how we can INFLUENCE others and be influenced by few words..

but sometimes i fear to talk to strangers..maybe because i think they might reject me..or don't have time ..or get embarssed for some reason..many writers say:

" Most of our actions are derived from the emotion of FEAR"

we fear to get embarssed..so we avoid social events..

we fear from failure..so we stop taking risk..

we fear from losing the lvoed ones..so we dis-attach our selves from the people around us

we fear to lsoe someone..so we attach to them soo much..more thanwe should..and so on..

so, FEAR can make us Take an action or Stop an action

Do you beleive so? Let me know...

any ways..back to my story

i am wroking on my graduation research paper..which is causing me soooooo much StreSs..my topic is "Chronic Kidney Disease" and i am carrying out a survey to see whether the patients are able to make diet changes because of their illnesses or they are finding it hard to follow a healthy diet

So i went to one of the governmental hospitals today to talk to some patients..

This is what happened:

i saw an old lady on a wheel-chair..there was a ray of strong personality coming out from her eyes masha Allah..a strong Faith in Allah and tawakol..impreSsiVe!! and BeauTiful ^__^

she said ..every time the doctors change and everyone tells her something..she said she does not trust the doctors..she only trust Allah..she kept talking for a long time and i think she noticed i am in a hurry and she said sorry for talking too much..something like that

I told her..i will mention ur words in my prsentation..her words swam into my heart.soo Smooth..touched my HearT soo gently : )

any ways..guesS what?

then i went to another lady wearing Burqa..she said she was not a Kidney disease patient but she told me something...

she said that there was another women..an old lady on the wheel chair who said :

"why did she (me) not talk to me?"

Oh My God..isn't that just Beautiful? old people? they are sooo adorable something..koooooootchy kooochy= soooooo cute in my own words :D

i went to the SweeT old lady ..there was a ray of kidness in her eyes..maybe also sadness but innocence as well..i asked her..who she came with..and guess what?

with the DRIVER and the MAID?..isn't that Sooo sad? how can they send a lovely women like her..an old lady.. alone..

there was faith in her words floating in the air..too..as i remember

i noticed she wansn't who i was looking for in my survey but i asked her few questions about her and her diet to make her feel cared and I think i said..

"الله يديم عليج الصحة والعافية"

Things like that..now when i am talking about her..i wish i spent more time with her 0_0 ye7leelha..: (

It was a nice experience..giving and taking..giving nice words of hope and du2aa and recieving smily faces and du2aa as well ^___^

Talk to others..there are many people who are rerely heard and their heart and mind is empty emotionally and full, of loneliness and lack of attenion

sometimes when i see our university security..i try to smile..say hello and sometimes to ask about how they are or where exactly they are from..small things like this can spice their life..don't forget that they are away from heir family..home..beautiful places..

Sometimes we have to forget about our selfishness and try to be Givers..

Give Attention and you will Recieve Attention Ensha Allah : )

Trust me..even when ur sad or don't feel like giving Sweet words or help for others..helping or tlaking to others..even if strangers..can make u feel better..Try It..It Feel GooD ^____^

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~~ ThinGs..I .Hide...In..The..Pot..!! ~~

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