My Oil Paintings : )

heeeey..

 

so i was going to oil painting classes before Ramadan thats in June/July

 

and i have been practicing at home waching videos on the internet

 

here are some of my paintings..enjoY ; )

1. My First Painting..i juuust looove it and loove the colours..its not very professional or real but its freshh

2. My second painting or third can't remember

3. Reflection :) these are still my very first paintings i tried..i was trying new techniques and views

 

4. I don't quite like this one but it looks good in my room with gree and yellow decoration

 

5. I looooooooove the sea..i think this looks ok but lacks some fresh colour

                                       6. nice colours just lacks depth ..not very professional

 

7. This one was quite hard to copy from another painting..i really like it..the water needs adjusment and depth

8. i looooooooooove flooowers soo much and loove those paintings

                            9. This is actually one painting I love the combination of the colours

 

                 10. This is my last painting I drew it recently..i just loooove it and love waterfalls...

this is my favourite for now ^____^

 

 

Most of my paintings are nature and flowers...and most of my paintings i tried to copy  an image, painting or a view i saw on the internet 

 

let me know what u think and what to do to improve my self :)

RandOm WordS

Your past does not define who you are today..once you change your direction consider your self a new peson..

people deserve second chances..if u lost a dear one..dont you want them to give you a second chance?

they say..forget and forgive..and yeah its not that easy but definitly worth a try..

love people..help them..so u get love n help back..dont expect others to try hard to be around you and care when u dont.. :)

A Come Back..For A Reason..

Its strange how life turns out...i dont think that as kids we imagined where we would end up as grown ups..! not only that but to imagine where our siblings..cousins and friends would be or who would they marry.. watching ourselves mature and take all these decisions kinda makes u wonder whether u have done the right thing or not.. whether those who u still think about and have memories with think of you too or not! Just random thoughts..will come back later..i have some packing to do..

The Black Agenda...

Life...is a mystery..u think u know where ur headed..u think u know ur self..ur friends..days pass by and u realize u have only discovered a drop in the ocean about ur self and people around u.. "Don't be naive.." my father always tells me :D i reply jokingly -although it has some truth in it- "people who r naive are more comfortable and have less worries in life cuz they dont have to worry about the complicated human mind and the lies it can create and the words it hides behind..naive people are living in peace in many times cuz they speak their heart out"- i have no idea if this sentence is right:D- they don't have agendas i guess..prepared scaRry black lil agendas is what sometimes get us in trouble ..dont u think? The agenda that tells us to act untrue to our nature just to please others..to get some where..high up there..some day..-that is if we get there anyways :D- The agenda to force our selves into some social commitments.. The agenda to fake our words to match people's Satisfaction & Taste and The AGENDA to pretend we are someone else just because people won't accept us the way we truly are.. ^__^ just some random thoughts to share ... Have fun BeauTiful PeopLe ^___^..oh wait..maybe i am saying that cuz it's my agenda to make u feel good about urself and come back again and lure u to write comments for me and tlel ur friends about my blog so i can get famous :P but seriously..u r BeauTiiful :D

Mis You Blogging World...

I Miss BloGGing.. a piece of me : ) will come back soon i had a technical problem in posting :S thanks for those who care..even a little :)

SMILE : )

الحمد الله

Smile cuz u can ..smile cuz its free and easy..smile cuz ur alive and healthy..smile cuz it can shade ur tears and sadness away..smile please..cuz i am asking you to.. : ) ^____^

SMILE..no matter how ur feeling..SAD..DISAPPOINTED..angry..broken..cuz those feelings can soon fade away and be replaced with Beautiful BlesSings & Experiences..

SMILE..cuz ur blessed with health..beauty..sense of security..good loving family..

SMILE..cuz ur alive..walking..talking..seeing

SMILE..cuz ur reading this which means u have access to the net..most likely from a nice home ....with loving people around u..

SMILE..cuz u can read ..many people didnt have the chance to learn

SMILE..cuz u have the time to read this..the time to take care of ur self and pamper ur self..time to go out..have fun with ur family..many people work long hours or 2 jobs and have barely timme to sit..relax and see their family..

SMILE..cuz u have food elhamdu Allah..and u don't have to worry about what u have to eat the next day..

SMILE..cuz you..and I have the chance to change the world.. to help a child like that in the pic ..perhaps to draw a smile on her/his face ..

Smile..cuz we can be HapPy and can make others HapPy too with the help of Allah : )

اللهم لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك
Images from:

http://www.cartoon-pictures.info/2011/03/11/funny-monkey-pictures/
http://www.clipartguide.com/_pages/0511-0811-0316-4960.html
http://melissagalt.com/how-to-get-more-done-in-less-time-no-matter-what-your-business-taming-s-t-u-f-f/
http://fightforfood.com/id4.html

http://theologyandcounseling.blogspot.com/2011/03/children-who-will-divorce.html

Gatherings & SuprisEs... : )

Alright..its 04:15 am, my baby girl is awake since 02:30 and she seems in the mood to play 0_0

on thursday, I had a girl's gathering at my sweet home..some of my close uni friends came and co-workers..we haaad soooooooooo much FuUunNNN :D.. i realized we needed more of these gaTHERINGS so that we would feel energized and HapPyYyy and have some laughs ;) but its soo hard to get all the girls together >_< what else..? emmmmmmmm..and yesterday i susrprised my sweet Aunt (5alty) and went to her home with my family and lil baby Hanooona cuz she had a knee operation and didnt get to see the baby since she was born :( she was soo surprized and hapPYYY :D every now n then we should throw out some suprises for our loved ones...so that our life becomes fun n unique..i hate routine..

what was the last susprise u did for someone or when were u last surprised and why?

"Fake it..Until you make it.." ; )

Sometimes...

I Feel Sad & Lonely Soo much...




I Pretend too much...



I Sleep too much...

I eat too much...

I Think too much...

and when i come to think about the reasons behind it..part of it is running away from reality..maybe its too painful to confront my self of my msitakes and shortcomings..so pretending or sleeping or over-eating tends to convert my attention to something else other than my reality..

Pretending actually works prettyyyyyyyyyyy gooood with me :D

u know ppl..i made a quote the other day..and please reserve my rights for owning this quote :P

"Fake it..Until You make it.." :D

it may sound a lil silly but trust me i tried it and it works :D

sometimes when u pretend ur confident..or that ur HapPy even tho ur not..over time..you may beleive ur own lie and pretending..u may indulge ur self in a happy and smiley face until u forget u were sad..so try it and let me know what u think about this ; )

and let me know how you scape reality..?!

Random Thoughts... : )

Sometimes I come across a drawing or a memory from the old old days where homes were side by side , Hearts were filled with love and care

Life was simple then, yeah more difficult but in a way it was more simple

I guess the less distractions u have , more focused and HapPIer u can be

In today's world we seem indulged in everything yet nothing in quality perspective

Internet, driving, TV, movies, malls, shoPping, chatting, doing nothing, magazines, fashion, gosSips and every other thing that is not really in our top priority but we spend much of our time doing it anyways for one reason or another like me :D unfortunately of course

We barely have time for family, quality time that is not hi, bye, whats for launch kinda time :P we seem in a rush everyday but when u think about it, rush to do what?..

Life is short as we always say so there should not be excuses to make time for family, friends, and good gatherings and deeds



I guess spending 5 min a day thinking about poor people wont harm too ^_^ like buying water for the workers resting after long hot working hours under the sun

Today someone special I know did this, and I appreciate his deed and thought for thinking of others while he resting in an air-conditioned Beautiful house ; ) how thoughtful dear someone : )

Just a reminder for You & I ; )

الحمد الله على نعمه وفضله ^____^

A New Life...

I am back
Missed the blog world, my old friends and bloggers and the beautiful memories in the Internet world

I just had a baby girl ^___^elhamdu Allah

Feels like a Beautiful Dream, cant believe it

Life is different now, I feel older looool

The idea of taking care of a little one is exhausting and scary

I ask Allah to give me the strength and patience and Faith to be able to take good care of my little girl and be a good example for her ensue Allah

Just a short post to feel like old spring again lool cuz I am bored in this room, I need to do something for my self too before I lose my soul :D

A n

~Love me for who i am..~

Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.

"Rose Franken"

I Like this quote cuz its true in many ways..

If u can't act silly and stupid once in a while with ur loved one..then i guess u & him/her have some kind of a barrier that stops u to be truly ur self around him/her..

which means u two r not comfortable enough around each other..

which means u can't see through each other's soul

Its a beautiful feeling to just froget ur self around ur loved one cuz u ain't afraid of him/her judging you or finding u silly :D

Don't u think..? ; )

Life...!!

I am sitting here in my uncomfortable chair..in my room with a touch of orange-colour which i started hating :D wondering about my life before and now..

Thinking about what is missing..

Life is strange..isnt' it..? we think we want soemthing..but later on we realize it was just a fantasy...sometimes things are not meant to happen..and i can say from experience..thank God that not all what we wish for happens :D cuz what we wish for is not always what we need to be Happy..trust me on that ; )

ok...ur wondering what does a screaming baby has to do with my post..well..smart reader..didnt u realize it yet?

NUTHINnnnnnnnnnnnnng..looooooooooool..thats my point..as we go through life's journey..soemtimes not everything we do or think makes sense..until we grow older...wiser...and then we see it all..

Have a Nice Week Every one..or noone loool depending who reads or who doens't ^_^

Don't Give Up..

Keep Dreaming & Believing ; )

"#*"~ My Soul "#~*"

if you know about the Kuala Story..then the words below is for you ; )

Sometimes I LoOk at you..HoPing you are Looking back ..

I smile at you..hoping you can feel it too

My eyes closes to deny the fact that you are too buzy with your life..

My Heart makes excuses..but my Mind stands still..that..After all.. Our eyes and Our Heart build illusions sometimes..so, it can't be true!!

I Looked at you the other day..from far away...seconds paSsed by..i was waiting for my reflection..i was shouting within my heart..flames of hope were lightened..and here you were..

..LoOking at me...I smiled and my smile reflected back..it was you..my soul..the one I thought is hard to find.. the one i was looking for in the opposite direction..but at the end, I took a U-turn..i came back..to the direction i was ment to be

it's when you lOoked back.. that I knew..that things were going to be alright

; )

الحياة حلوة ولأنها حلوة أبى استقيل :D

هلااا...طبعا اليوم موضوعي شي شخصي وهو استقالتي كأخصائية تغذية من احدى المستشفيات وهي رسالتي غير الرسمية

لمسؤوولتي أخبرها باستقالتي واسبابه وطبعا كتبه بدون أي مجاملات

: )

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

انا برمس بالعامية احسن :D

بس حبيت اقولج ان تجربة العمل في مستشفى .....كانت تجربة حلوة مع ان البداية بالنسبة لي كانت صعبة لاسباب منها اني اول مرة اشتغل وكنت محتاجة وقت اتأقلم واتعامل ويا بعض الشخصيات بس هل السنة الي هو 2009 -2010 كانت احلى طبعا اولا لاني تأقلمت واندمجت وياكم اكثر وكنت متمكنة من الشغل اكثر وعرفت كيف احل الضغوطات إلى حد ما وبدون مجاملة لان اسلوبج (يعني مسؤولتي)وتعاملج معانا كان واايد رااقي وحلووو وهل الشي ريحني وريح وايد بنااات نفسيا وانا اقولج هل الكلام من قلبي والشي المهم الي افكر فيه اذا اشتغلت مكان ثاني هل بلاقي مسؤوولة بنفس اخلاقج وتفهمج ولا ما شاء الله عليج

المهم انا حبيت اقولج من احين اني بستقيل شهر 10 إن شاء الله و اسباب استقالتي طبعا انا بكتبلج رسالة رسمية عقب فترة لكن باختصار:

اني حابة اريح فترة وبعدين اقرر بكمل دراسة ولا شغل ولا شو بسوي بالضبط بس انا وصلت لمرحلة خذت فيها خبرة لا باس بها لمدة سنتين وحابة اغير جو

ثاني شي ريلي احتمال ان شاء الله بيسافر شهر 10 دورة عمل وانا حابة اسير وياه ولما الوحدة تشتغل تتقيد وصعب تاخذ اجازات

وجي ثالث شي وبصراحة هيني ما في واايد محفزاات معنوية ومادية من ناحية المؤسسة ككل مش من ناحيتج انتي والترقيات بعد والراتب يعني ما يحفزون الواحد يتم مع ان توقيت الدوام مريح وحبيت البنات وحبيت قسمي وشغلي وااايد يس مثل ما قلتلج حابة اغير واريح فترة عشان اسوي بعض الاشيا فلي في بالي اسويها في حياتي قبل ما تزيد

واشكرج والبنات على جهودكم وتعبكم واسمحولي اذا غلطت او نسيت او كنت مقصرة لاني في ايام مرت على كنت مقصرة وانا ادري وايام كنت معصبة او متضايقة بس اتمنى اني كانت لي بصمة ولو بسيطة هيني بصمة حلوة طبعا :)وانا مستعدة بعد استقالتي لو تبون أي مساعدة لاني بكون متفرغة اني اكتب او اساعد في كتابة كتبيبات او بروشورات اذا في نشاطات انا مستعدة اساعدكم بس كلموني وانا حااضرة او حتى لو تبون اسوي محاضرات بين فترة وفترة للمدارس او البنات ما عندي مانع والحمد الله على كل شيء : ) واتمنى انكون على تواصل : )

شو رايكم ..؟ لووووول

في الحلقة الياية بطرشلكم رد مسؤولتي على رسالتي غير المتوقعة ^___^ :D

شو تتوقعون قالتلي ?!:D

The BeauTy Of RamaDan : )

Ramadaan MubraaKAAT TO ALL OF YOU

الله يعيننا على عبادته وشكره على الوجه الذي يرضيه : )

mY dEAR bLOG fRIEND LIONeSs.. HAS TagGED ME ABOUT RAMADAN..WHAT I LIKE AND DISLIKE ABOUT IT..

LIKES ^__^:

1) I LIKE THE FACT THAT WE BECOME MORE CLOSE TO ALLAH ANE HE GIVES US THE STRENGTH AND PATIENCE TO PRAY MORE, READ MORE QURAN AND WE DONT FEEL THAT MUCH TIRED SUB7AN aLLAH..WHILE ON NON-RAMADAN DAYS..WE SOMETIMES EVEN HESITATE READING ONE PAGE QURAN ..!

2) I like the gathering around suhoor and Iftar time...me..my family..husband and brothers..fighting over the samboosa hehe..and making fun of each other at sohhor time with our puFfy eyes and Funny Hair.. ^__^

3) Like the fact that we all try to be better muslims..better humans..to treat each other better..to work harder..to forgive people and do good..say good..help the pOooor..: )

I Dislike : (:

1) The millions and miliions of movies and serials that dive into our lives and ruin our fasting at this BeauTifuL Month..o ya leet kaaan shaay mofeed..but there r also some very good islamic programes..أنا أحب خواطر صراااحة برنامج عجيب ومميز ويستاهل نشوفه ويوعينا من غفلتنا

في برنامجه شفته بس مرة على ام بي سي اسمه تغيير * تغيير حبيت أسلوب الشيخ لأنه دخل علم النفس والدين وشرحه كاان واايد حلو وبسييط

2) That some girls still put make-up and don't consider the meaning of this month

3) That we overeat-including me- altho this month is supposed to be a clensing month for our body and soul..

اللهم ربي لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك

وصلى اللهم على نبينا محمد وعلى أله وصحبه أجمعين

FloaTing Dreams..A Reality Or a Bursting Bubble.. ^__^ ?!

Switzerland ^___^

We all had floating dreams once upon a time..we sat in our room days and days thinking of it..imaginating every detail..thinking of the way we would act..talk...what we will be wearing or feeling..wanting it soo badly that we couldn't let go...we would dream before going to school or to university or to work..we wanted that boost of energy before reality's shockSSss!!..

The dream to love and be loved..the dream to be a famous writter or a doctor..the dream to be someone important in this big Beautiful World...the dream to be a clown( maybe for some:D)..the dream to have a ferrary..!! the dream to have a beauTifuL Family..the dream to have a better future..to have turtles lool ..anything..

we had dreams that gave our life a meaning...it made our reality sweeter..it added a flavour to our journey of life..it spiced Up our Story abit when we told it to others....

sometimes we laughed at our dreams cuz we never thought it would come true..other times we were determined to make it HapPen....

My Dream Came True and waiting for other dreams to follow the steps Ensha Allah : )

What about you..?

What was or is your dream

Did it come True

?

Last Note:

Sometimes our dream does not come true..we get disappointed...days and nights we think about it..why couldn't i marry that girl or guy or be an actor or buy this or that ..

we indulge ourselves in sadness not knowing what is waiting for us...

days paSs by...week after week...month after month and suddenly it shakes our world..

a Girft from God..Allah..The Mercifull.. a better dream..something u have never imagined...u thought u lost a great dream but u have got a better one and your HapPy that the first dream didnt come true otherwise u wouldn't have seen or sensed the BeauTy of the new Dream; )..

Tell Me A Secret...!!

Zellamsee...a magical place in Austria where i went last year...

What is the one memory from your past that u can't let go..that u still love..or hate..or wish to change ?

There was this one memory that i wish to go back to..

its when i was a kid around 12, 13 and my family and I, couzins,,other relatives maybe around 12 or more were in a bus..singing..playing around..chatting..and then we arriveD to this magical place...in iran...it has a beauTiful Nature masha Allah..Green Grass..Cold Water PasSing By..We were jumping over it..we were all hapPpPYy..no worries..no regrets..as kids

But..

Ci La Vi..This is Life ;)

Always El7amdu Allah ^___^

*~* I am BACK....!! *~*

I just Love this lil Smiley..Humble Guy ^___^ Sooo Cute

I miSsed My Blog..and i came back..decided to continue my memories on this page...i opened another blog " A Walk T@ Remember" but i decided:

Old is Gold :D

Sometimes u just can't let go of the past..its sweet...gives u strength..and sometimes even weakness...so..i decided i wont let some old memories hold me back if u know what i mean ^_^life goes on...we learn from the past...and i hope anyone i have hurt intentionally or un-intentionally..to forgive me..anyone who still doens't know why i did or said something..or why i hurt them..sorry..

For those who are still reading, if any, looool.. i got married about one year ago..when i was least expecting it to be honest but when it is meant to happen..when is written to be real..it HapPens..no matter what..elhamdu Allah

Marriage life is Weird..Sweet and full of Silly arguments hehe..one day i will talk about it

I am still working in the hospital as a Clinical Dietitian..Hopefully sooooooooooooooon very soon within few month i am OUT of there..yuupPPPYyYY..finally after 2 years cuz i wanna be a Freee Girl again...and please don't call me woman just cuz i am married!! :D

people r asking me to stay...WHY do u wanna quit!!...what r u gonna do with ur life??!!

its Rewarding and BleSsing to Talk to different people..Trying to Help them in the Hospital..but...

I wanna be free for a While..

and u know what..!! i don't care any more what people say about this..its my choice..i wanna do what ever i wanna do with my life..why should i work just to meet social expectations..!!! ...

It dosnt meant i dont wanna work or study any more..i just want to have a rest for a while then decide..

i am young and i wanna enjoy life..i don't mean just to sleep..as sweet as that is is the morning :P but also do to the things i have always wanted to do as a teenager and for some reason i didnt..

so..my journey will begin soon ensha Allah with some itneresting changes i hope ensha Allah

What about you?

what changes do you wish to make in your life..and why? ; )