My Oil Paintings : )

so i was going to oil painting classes before Ramadan thats in June/July
and i have been practicing at home waching videos on the internet
here are some of my paintings..enjoY ; )

1. My First Painting..i juuust looove it and loove the colours..its not very professional or real but its freshh
2. My second painting or third can't remember

3. Reflection :) these are still my very first paintings i tried..i was trying new techniques and views

4. I don't quite like this one but it looks good in my room with gree and yellow decoration

5. I looooooooove the sea..i think this looks ok but lacks some fresh colour

                                       6. nice colours just lacks depth ..not very professional
7. This one was quite hard to copy from another painting..i really like it..the water needs adjusment and depth

8. i looooooooooove flooowers soo much and loove those paintings

                            9. This is actually one painting I love the combination of the colours

                 10. This is my last painting I drew it recently..i just loooove it and love waterfalls...
this is my favourite for now ^____^
Most of my paintings are nature and flowers...and most of my paintings i tried to copy  an image, painting or a view i saw on the internet 
let me know what u think and what to do to improve my self :)


RandOm WordS

Your past does not define who you are today..once you change your direction consider your self a new peson..

people deserve second chances..if u lost a dear one..dont you want them to give you a second chance?

they say..forget and forgive..and yeah its not that easy but definitly worth a try..

love people..help them..so u get love n help back..dont expect others to try hard to be around you and care when u dont.. :)


A Come Back..For A Reason..

Its strange how life turns out...i dont think that as kids we imagined where we would end up as grown ups..! not only that but to imagine where our siblings..cousins and friends would be or who would they marry.. watching ourselves mature and take all these decisions kinda makes u wonder whether u have done the right thing or not.. whether those who u still think about and have memories with think of you too or not! Just random thoughts..will come back later..i have some packing to do..


The Black Agenda...

Life...is a mystery..u think u know where ur headed..u think u know ur self..ur friends..days pass by and u realize u have only discovered a drop in the ocean about ur self and people around u.. "Don't be naive.." my father always tells me :D i reply jokingly -although it has some truth in it- "people who r naive are more comfortable and have less worries in life cuz they dont have to worry about the complicated human mind and the lies it can create and the words it hides behind..naive people are living in peace in many times cuz they speak their heart out"- i have no idea if this sentence is right:D- they don't have agendas i guess..prepared scaRry black lil agendas is what sometimes get us in trouble ..dont u think? The agenda that tells us to act untrue to our nature just to please others..to get some where..high up there..some day..-that is if we get there anyways :D- The agenda to force our selves into some social commitments.. The agenda to fake our words to match people's Satisfaction & Taste and The AGENDA to pretend we are someone else just because people won't accept us the way we truly are.. ^__^ just some random thoughts to share ... Have fun BeauTiful PeopLe ^___^..oh wait..maybe i am saying that cuz it's my agenda to make u feel good about urself and come back again and lure u to write comments for me and tlel ur friends about my blog so i can get famous :P but seriously..u r BeauTiiful :D

Mis You Blogging World...

I Miss BloGGing.. a piece of me : ) will come back soon i had a technical problem in posting :S thanks for those who care..even a little :)



الحمد الله

Smile cuz u can ..smile cuz its free and easy..smile cuz ur alive and healthy..smile cuz it can shade ur tears and sadness away..smile please..cuz i am asking you to.. : ) ^____^

SMILE..no matter how ur feeling..SAD..DISAPPOINTED..angry..broken..cuz those feelings can soon fade away and be replaced with Beautiful BlesSings & Experiences..

SMILE..cuz ur blessed with health..beauty..sense of security..good loving family..

SMILE..cuz ur alive..walking..talking..seeing

SMILE..cuz ur reading this which means u have access to the net..most likely from a nice home ....with loving people around u..

SMILE..cuz u can read ..many people didnt have the chance to learn

SMILE..cuz u have the time to read this..the time to take care of ur self and pamper ur self..time to go out..have fun with ur family..many people work long hours or 2 jobs and have barely timme to sit..relax and see their family..

SMILE..cuz u have food elhamdu Allah..and u don't have to worry about what u have to eat the next day..

SMILE..cuz you..and I have the chance to change the world.. to help a child like that in the pic ..perhaps to draw a smile on her/his face ..
Smile..cuz we can be HapPy and can make others HapPy too with the help of Allah : )

اللهم لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك
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Gatherings & SuprisEs... : )

Alright..its 04:15 am, my baby girl is awake since 02:30 and she seems in the mood to play 0_0

on thursday, I had a girl's gathering at my sweet home..some of my close uni friends came and co-workers..we haaad soooooooooo much FuUunNNN :D.. i realized we needed more of these gaTHERINGS so that we would feel energized and HapPyYyy and have some laughs ;) but its soo hard to get all the girls together >_< what else..? emmmmmmmm..and yesterday i susrprised my sweet Aunt (5alty) and went to her home with my family and lil baby Hanooona cuz she had a knee operation and didnt get to see the baby since she was born :( she was soo surprized and hapPYYY :D every now n then we should throw out some suprises for our loved ones...so that our life becomes fun n unique..i hate routine..

what was the last susprise u did for someone or when were u last surprised and why?


"Fake it..Until you make it.." ; )


I Feel Sad & Lonely Soo much...

I Pretend too much...

I Sleep too much...

I eat too much...

I Think too much...

and when i come to think about the reasons behind it..part of it is running away from reality..maybe its too painful to confront my self of my msitakes and shortcomings..so pretending or sleeping or over-eating tends to convert my attention to something else other than my reality..

Pretending actually works prettyyyyyyyyyyy gooood with me :D

u know ppl..i made a quote the other day..and please reserve my rights for owning this quote :P

"Fake it..Until You make it.." :D

it may sound a lil silly but trust me i tried it and it works :D

sometimes when u pretend ur confident..or that ur HapPy even tho ur not..over time..you may beleive ur own lie and pretending..u may indulge ur self in a happy and smiley face until u forget u were sad..so try it and let me know what u think about this ; )

and let me know how you scape reality..?!