~&~ SWeeT TalK ~&~

Salam Alikom BeauTiful PeopPle :D..How are things going on with you?
SOoo..two of my best friends got married few days ago..i went to their weddings..masha Allah..it was nice..May Allah fill their Heart and Mind and Life with Faith, HapPinesS and JoY..Allahuma Ameeeeeeeen

i am not sure what i wanna talk about..but i feel a strange vipe these days..and i know why..anyways..things are going alright with me elhamdu Allah..enjoYing my holiday but i need to read some BoOOKs..about Nutrition..about something..and about Life..any recommendations?
if you had the chance to ask a proposal only one question..what would it be :D?? hehe..i am not sure but i might ask.. "WhOoo Are You" OR " What are you Looking For In This Wolrd?" or maybe" How do you see your self after 5 or 10 years" and i will examine His Creativity..and Priorities..
WhaT Would YOU Ask The Other Person?
In Life,I noticed, from my little experience, that
" With Patience comes Appreciation"...
What i mean is..the things in life that we get by hard work or by waiting..or by struggle and fight..in manytimes have a very very different SweeT Taste..don't you think?
If you got a house of ur dreams..a great husband..a great joB in a blink of an eye..with little effort..u might appreciate what u have..but do you think you would appreciate it the same way as when you get those Valuable things by Waiting..by struggle..?...well...think about it
let me tell you a little story which my brother "A" el katKOOOooTy once told me:
OncE upon a time..there was a man walking with his bared feet on the cool sand near the beach..in a sunny day..he came across a woman who was trying hard to collect the star fishes..is it called start fish :S? so..she was collecting them from the beach and throwing them back to the sea to save them..the man laugheed ironically and said.." what are you doing..? you can't make a difference..u can't save all thooooose star fishes..they will be died till you reach all of them.."
she picked a star fish from the golden sand and freed it back to the the Beautiful blue ocean..and turned to the man and said " IT MADE A DIFFERENCE FOR THAT ONE"
..for that little Starfish..it made a difference...

No matter how small the positive difference we cna make..it is worth it..worth the effort..the time..the trial...So that we don't look back one day and say..I wish i tried..

what are you doing to make a difference..in your life..in the people who you love lives..and the society?

don't you want to leave deep footprints so that ur deeds will remain green and fresh even after we leave this Wonderful WorlD?
: ) ^________________^ this made me think about how little i am doing and how much i want to offer to the world..
May Allah Help Us All to Fulfill our dreams and to be productive and change makers in this Amazing World ...Allahuma Ameen : )


Family...Decisions.. and FUuUUN...

Salam Alikom EveryOone
I was once told by my mother that my grandfather ..Allah yer7ama..wanted to call me Nisan..hehe..i know it is funny but the meaning in farsi is beauTiful.. Mom told me it means spring rain (buran 2 bahar :D)..but then they told him Allah yer7ama that its a car`s name(cuz he did't know) so they called me something else..also BeauTiful :D

family..family..family..i want to spend more time with them but i don't..i make excuses..soemtime they are watching news so i see ooh booring..other times..i rather be alone..and then i say why don't i spend more time with them?
THEY are one of the most precious people and we should try hard to spend everyday with them with love, harmoney and as much time as possible
Many times, i find it hard to say I LoveYou to those people who i care about..specially my family members...........................................

ok..so..in my older post i mentioned i am the youngest and the only girl which makes me kinda rely on others for many decisions. but now i HAVE to make a very important decision by myself which can change my life soooooooooo muuuuchhhhh..positive and negative change but i feel the positivity is more..which makes me happy and relieved..and everyday..i feel i am more comfortable with my decision and more happier el7amdu Allah..توكلت على الله رب العالمين..إن شاء الله خير
let us see what happens : )
I went to Ibn Batuta Mall and watched a " 3D Movie"..cooooool..it was soooooo niiiice...it wasss soooooo real..the images...the fake actors...everything..seemed soo real..i enjoyed my time and when ever there was a scene where a sword was thrown i blinked hehehe..cuz u feel it will hit you..it was weird..and i closed my eyes in some parts cuz there was a very ugly and scaRRY creature loool ^______^

This is it for now..see you when I see you ^___^ :D this is a line from Rachel Ray`s SHoOW

سبحان الله وبحمده سبحان الله العظيم

أشهد أن لا إله إلا الله وأشهد أن محمد رسول الله


Your Order In your Family..Does it Affect YOU?

Salam alikom

WOoOwW..Finaaaaaaaaally I finished my exams..one more semester and i will graduate from university insha Allah... ^_____^

My mom came from Iran today....now all my family members will be together for a while..el7amde Allah..it is nice to have several brothers..it makes me think when i will get married and have kids..i wish to have more than 3 insha Allah..but not tooo many :D cuz they are hard to raise specially at this time..i dunno..let us see what will happen.

why am i saying this? because when i look at families with many members in it..it makes me feel happy...the house is buzy and loaded with people and when they get older..it is nice to have many sisters and brothers and to gather and then when they are married..their kids will play with each other..i don`t know..it is just nice..but i am sure raising them must be very challenging. by the way I have 3 brothers :D Masha Allah

I don`t have any sisters..i am the youngest..which makes me always want attention :D
I Love Attention..I Love Being Loved..who doesn't? :P

Do you feel that your order between your brothers and sisters have affected your personality or life in any way?

like if you are the oldest..do you think that made you more responsible? what about the middle one..and the youngest like me?

I feel being the youngest and the only girl has many advantages and disadvantages:

+ I love being the only girl cuz i feel special and unique
+ makes me get alot of attention and be spoiled
- not having a sister can be soemtimes hard, specially an older sister where u can share ur secrets with and ask her for guidance but

+ this has made me closer to my mom, cuz i tell her many things :D el7amde Allah

- sometimes i feel alone when i want to go out or do some activities with someone..i have my dear couzin who is my brother`s wife in our house and we do many things together but still a sister is different

- I am ot blaming my parents here..or anyone specially now that i m a grown up but i am alittle bit spoiled and i dont feel i am an independent girl cuz i rely on people on many things..not always but manytims..and i am not always a responsible person..maybe because my family elhamde Allah try to provide many things for me..so i don`t do TOo much effort? no sure..

hmmm.. + el7amde Allah 3la kel shay...This is my life and there is a reason why i have no sisters and i like it..no complaigns :D..specially that i am the kind that أغااااااار وااااااايد

I get jealous easily..

See the picture above..? what do you see? cuz i see a girl craving to be carried for..craving for ATTENTION..and striving to be on top..to be noticed..loved..To Love and be Heared..and Wanting to do soemthing very Special..to the World..insha Allah : )
How do you think ur order has affected you..Care To Share?
اللهم لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك
اللهم صلى وسلم وبارك على نبينا محمد وعلى آله وصحبه أجمعين
سبحان الله العظيم وبحمده
أشهد أن لا إله إلا الله وأشهد أن محمد رسول الله
لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين
Be HapPY ^_____________________^


~*~Please Hear What I am Not Saying~*~

I just have few words to say before you read the post..i realized we may have many close friends..but not all of them are ready to listen and comfort you when u need it..sometimes that is understandable..cuz they might be buzy or going through a problem themselves..othertimes..u feel that not everyone can be your special friend that u would turn to when u feel sad..The special friend listens to you even when they are buzy and feel down..they will make u feel better even if they need to feel better..they will ask you even if you did not talk..they will show concern not only with their heart but also with ther words and actions..I realized this this month..because i know now when i need someone to make me feel better..it is not anyone..only specific souls..i am sorry to say that this is disappointing but THIS IS LIFE..WE SHOULD NOT ALWAYS EXPECT TOO MUCH FROM OTHERS...!

Salam Alikom..I kept this post as a draft last summer and i kinda f
eel the same way now..although now its less intense i can say..some of the words here apply to me..to many of us i am sure..it is not always like this..but sometimes we go through some experiences that make us feel this way for some time..until we regain our Strength and Faith again..

A messege to the reader:
i know this is long, and u might think is boring but u will see ur image reflecting back..just read..my friend...just read...

~*~ Please Hear What I am Not Saying ~*~

by:Charles C. Finn, September 1966

Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask,
a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off,
and none of them is me.

Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,
but don't be fooled
I give you the impression that I'm secure,
that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me.

Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness.
But I hide this,

don't want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed.
That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade,
to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only hope, and I know it.
That is, if it's followed by acceptance, if it's followed by love.

But I don't tell you this.
I don't dare to, I'm afraid to.
I'm afraid your glance will not be followed by acceptance,
will not be followed by love. I'm afraid you'll think less of me...

but you've got to help me.
You've got to hold out your hand even when that's the last thing I seem to want..

Now after you have read..Do you See your reflection through those words, my friend?I am asking you..do you?

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله

توكلت على الله رب العالمين

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