The Black Agenda...

Life...is a mystery..u think u know where ur headed..u think u know ur self..ur friends..days pass by and u realize u have only discovered a drop in the ocean about ur self and people around u.. "Don't be naive.." my father always tells me :D i reply jokingly -although it has some truth in it- "people who r naive are more comfortable and have less worries in life cuz they dont have to worry about the complicated human mind and the lies it can create and the words it hides behind..naive people are living in peace in many times cuz they speak their heart out"- i have no idea if this sentence is right:D- they don't have agendas i guess..prepared scaRry black lil agendas is what sometimes get us in trouble ..dont u think? The agenda that tells us to act untrue to our nature just to please others..to get some where..high up there..some day..-that is if we get there anyways :D- The agenda to force our selves into some social commitments.. The agenda to fake our words to match people's Satisfaction & Taste and The AGENDA to pretend we are someone else just because people won't accept us the way we truly are.. ^__^ just some random thoughts to share ... Have fun BeauTiful PeopLe ^___^..oh wait..maybe i am saying that cuz it's my agenda to make u feel good about urself and come back again and lure u to write comments for me and tlel ur friends about my blog so i can get famous :P but seriously..u r BeauTiiful :D

Mis You Blogging World...

I Miss BloGGing.. a piece of me : ) will come back soon i had a technical problem in posting :S thanks for those who care..even a little :)



الحمد الله

Smile cuz u can ..smile cuz its free and easy..smile cuz ur alive and healthy..smile cuz it can shade ur tears and sadness away..smile please..cuz i am asking you to.. : ) ^____^

SMILE..no matter how ur feeling..SAD..DISAPPOINTED..angry..broken..cuz those feelings can soon fade away and be replaced with Beautiful BlesSings & Experiences..

SMILE..cuz ur blessed with health..beauty..sense of security..good loving family..

SMILE..cuz ur alive..walking..talking..seeing

SMILE..cuz ur reading this which means u have access to the net..most likely from a nice home ....with loving people around u..

SMILE..cuz u can read ..many people didnt have the chance to learn

SMILE..cuz u have the time to read this..the time to take care of ur self and pamper ur self..time to go out..have fun with ur family..many people work long hours or 2 jobs and have barely timme to sit..relax and see their family..

SMILE..cuz u have food elhamdu Allah..and u don't have to worry about what u have to eat the next day..

SMILE..cuz you..and I have the chance to change the world.. to help a child like that in the pic ..perhaps to draw a smile on her/his face ..
Smile..cuz we can be HapPy and can make others HapPy too with the help of Allah : )

اللهم لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك
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Gatherings & SuprisEs... : )

Alright..its 04:15 am, my baby girl is awake since 02:30 and she seems in the mood to play 0_0

on thursday, I had a girl's gathering at my sweet home..some of my close uni friends came and co-workers..we haaad soooooooooo much FuUunNNN :D.. i realized we needed more of these gaTHERINGS so that we would feel energized and HapPyYyy and have some laughs ;) but its soo hard to get all the girls together >_< what else..? emmmmmmmm..and yesterday i susrprised my sweet Aunt (5alty) and went to her home with my family and lil baby Hanooona cuz she had a knee operation and didnt get to see the baby since she was born :( she was soo surprized and hapPYYY :D every now n then we should throw out some suprises for our loved ones...so that our life becomes fun n unique..i hate routine..

what was the last susprise u did for someone or when were u last surprised and why?


"Fake it..Until you make it.." ; )


I Feel Sad & Lonely Soo much...

I Pretend too much...

I Sleep too much...

I eat too much...

I Think too much...

and when i come to think about the reasons behind it..part of it is running away from reality..maybe its too painful to confront my self of my msitakes and shortcomings..so pretending or sleeping or over-eating tends to convert my attention to something else other than my reality..

Pretending actually works prettyyyyyyyyyyy gooood with me :D

u know ppl..i made a quote the other day..and please reserve my rights for owning this quote :P

"Fake it..Until You make it.." :D

it may sound a lil silly but trust me i tried it and it works :D

sometimes when u pretend ur confident..or that ur HapPy even tho ur not..over time..you may beleive ur own lie and pretending..u may indulge ur self in a happy and smiley face until u forget u were sad..so try it and let me know what u think about this ; )

and let me know how you scape reality..?!


Random Thoughts... : )

Sometimes I come across a drawing or a memory from the old old days where homes were side by side , Hearts were filled with love and care

Life was simple then, yeah more difficult but in a way it was more simple

I guess the less distractions u have , more focused and HapPIer u can be

In today's world we seem indulged in everything yet nothing in quality perspective

Internet, driving, TV, movies, malls, shoPping, chatting, doing nothing, magazines, fashion, gosSips and every other thing that is not really in our top priority but we spend much of our time doing it anyways for one reason or another like me :D unfortunately of course

We barely have time for family, quality time that is not hi, bye, whats for launch kinda time :P we seem in a rush everyday but when u think about it, rush to do what?..

Life is short as we always say so there should not be excuses to make time for family, friends, and good gatherings and deeds

I guess spending 5 min a day thinking about poor people wont harm too ^_^ like buying water for the workers resting after long hot working hours under the sun

Today someone special I know did this, and I appreciate his deed and thought for thinking of others while he resting in an air-conditioned Beautiful house ; ) how thoughtful dear someone : )

Just a reminder for You & I ; )

الحمد الله على نعمه وفضله ^____^


A New Life...

I am back
Missed the blog world, my old friends and bloggers and the beautiful memories in the Internet world

I just had a baby girl ^___^elhamdu Allah

Feels like a Beautiful Dream, cant believe it

Life is different now, I feel older looool

The idea of taking care of a little one is exhausting and scary

I ask Allah to give me the strength and patience and Faith to be able to take good care of my little girl and be a good example for her ensue Allah

Just a short post to feel like old spring again lool cuz I am bored in this room, I need to do something for my self too before I lose my soul :D

A n


~Love me for who i am..~

Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.

"Rose Franken"

I Like this quote cuz its true in many ways..

If u can't act silly and stupid once in a while with ur loved one..then i guess u & him/her have some kind of a barrier that stops u to be truly ur self around him/her..

which means u two r not comfortable enough around each other..

which means u can't see through each other's soul

Its a beautiful feeling to just froget ur self around ur loved one cuz u ain't afraid of him/her judging you or finding u silly :D

Don't u think..? ; )



I am sitting here in my uncomfortable chair..in my room with a touch of orange-colour which i started hating :D wondering about my life before and now..
Thinking about what is missing..

Life is strange..isnt' it..? we think we want soemthing..but later on we realize it was just a fantasy...sometimes things are not meant to happen..and i can say from experience..thank God that not all what we wish for happens :D cuz what we wish for is not always what we need to be Happy..trust me on that ; )

ok...ur wondering what does a screaming baby has to do with my post..well..smart reader..didnt u realize it yet?

NUTHINnnnnnnnnnnnnng..looooooooooool..thats my point..as we go through life's journey..soemtimes not everything we do or think makes sense..until we grow older...wiser...and then we see it all..

Have a Nice Week Every one..or noone loool depending who reads or who doens't ^_^