Don't Give Up..

Keep Dreaming & Believing ; )

"#*"~ My Soul "#~*"

if you know about the Kuala Story..then the words below is for you ; )

Sometimes I LoOk at you..HoPing you are Looking back ..

I smile at you..hoping you can feel it too

My eyes closes to deny the fact that you are too buzy with your life..

My Heart makes excuses..but my Mind stands still..that..After all.. Our eyes and Our Heart build illusions sometimes..so, it can't be true!!

I Looked at you the other day..from far away...seconds paSsed by..i was waiting for my reflection..i was shouting within my heart..flames of hope were lightened..and here you were..

..LoOking at me...I smiled and my smile reflected back..it was you..my soul..the one I thought is hard to find.. the one i was looking for in the opposite direction..but at the end, I took a U-turn..i came back..to the direction i was ment to be

it's when you lOoked back.. that I knew..that things were going to be alright

; )

الحياة حلوة ولأنها حلوة أبى استقيل :D

هلااا...طبعا اليوم موضوعي شي شخصي وهو استقالتي كأخصائية تغذية من احدى المستشفيات وهي رسالتي غير الرسمية

لمسؤوولتي أخبرها باستقالتي واسبابه وطبعا كتبه بدون أي مجاملات

: )

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

انا برمس بالعامية احسن :D

بس حبيت اقولج ان تجربة العمل في مستشفى .....كانت تجربة حلوة مع ان البداية بالنسبة لي كانت صعبة لاسباب منها اني اول مرة اشتغل وكنت محتاجة وقت اتأقلم واتعامل ويا بعض الشخصيات بس هل السنة الي هو 2009 -2010 كانت احلى طبعا اولا لاني تأقلمت واندمجت وياكم اكثر وكنت متمكنة من الشغل اكثر وعرفت كيف احل الضغوطات إلى حد ما وبدون مجاملة لان اسلوبج (يعني مسؤولتي)وتعاملج معانا كان واايد رااقي وحلووو وهل الشي ريحني وريح وايد بنااات نفسيا وانا اقولج هل الكلام من قلبي والشي المهم الي افكر فيه اذا اشتغلت مكان ثاني هل بلاقي مسؤوولة بنفس اخلاقج وتفهمج ولا ما شاء الله عليج

المهم انا حبيت اقولج من احين اني بستقيل شهر 10 إن شاء الله و اسباب استقالتي طبعا انا بكتبلج رسالة رسمية عقب فترة لكن باختصار:

اني حابة اريح فترة وبعدين اقرر بكمل دراسة ولا شغل ولا شو بسوي بالضبط بس انا وصلت لمرحلة خذت فيها خبرة لا باس بها لمدة سنتين وحابة اغير جو

ثاني شي ريلي احتمال ان شاء الله بيسافر شهر 10 دورة عمل وانا حابة اسير وياه ولما الوحدة تشتغل تتقيد وصعب تاخذ اجازات

وجي ثالث شي وبصراحة هيني ما في واايد محفزاات معنوية ومادية من ناحية المؤسسة ككل مش من ناحيتج انتي والترقيات بعد والراتب يعني ما يحفزون الواحد يتم مع ان توقيت الدوام مريح وحبيت البنات وحبيت قسمي وشغلي وااايد يس مثل ما قلتلج حابة اغير واريح فترة عشان اسوي بعض الاشيا فلي في بالي اسويها في حياتي قبل ما تزيد

واشكرج والبنات على جهودكم وتعبكم واسمحولي اذا غلطت او نسيت او كنت مقصرة لاني في ايام مرت على كنت مقصرة وانا ادري وايام كنت معصبة او متضايقة بس اتمنى اني كانت لي بصمة ولو بسيطة هيني بصمة حلوة طبعا :)وانا مستعدة بعد استقالتي لو تبون أي مساعدة لاني بكون متفرغة اني اكتب او اساعد في كتابة كتبيبات او بروشورات اذا في نشاطات انا مستعدة اساعدكم بس كلموني وانا حااضرة او حتى لو تبون اسوي محاضرات بين فترة وفترة للمدارس او البنات ما عندي مانع والحمد الله على كل شيء : ) واتمنى انكون على تواصل : )

شو رايكم ..؟ لووووول

في الحلقة الياية بطرشلكم رد مسؤولتي على رسالتي غير المتوقعة ^___^ :D

شو تتوقعون قالتلي ?!:D

The BeauTy Of RamaDan : )

Ramadaan MubraaKAAT TO ALL OF YOU

الله يعيننا على عبادته وشكره على الوجه الذي يرضيه : )

mY dEAR bLOG fRIEND LIONeSs.. HAS TagGED ME ABOUT RAMADAN..WHAT I LIKE AND DISLIKE ABOUT IT..

LIKES ^__^:

1) I LIKE THE FACT THAT WE BECOME MORE CLOSE TO ALLAH ANE HE GIVES US THE STRENGTH AND PATIENCE TO PRAY MORE, READ MORE QURAN AND WE DONT FEEL THAT MUCH TIRED SUB7AN aLLAH..WHILE ON NON-RAMADAN DAYS..WE SOMETIMES EVEN HESITATE READING ONE PAGE QURAN ..!

2) I like the gathering around suhoor and Iftar time...me..my family..husband and brothers..fighting over the samboosa hehe..and making fun of each other at sohhor time with our puFfy eyes and Funny Hair.. ^__^

3) Like the fact that we all try to be better muslims..better humans..to treat each other better..to work harder..to forgive people and do good..say good..help the pOooor..: )

I Dislike : (:

1) The millions and miliions of movies and serials that dive into our lives and ruin our fasting at this BeauTifuL Month..o ya leet kaaan shaay mofeed..but there r also some very good islamic programes..أنا أحب خواطر صراااحة برنامج عجيب ومميز ويستاهل نشوفه ويوعينا من غفلتنا

في برنامجه شفته بس مرة على ام بي سي اسمه تغيير * تغيير حبيت أسلوب الشيخ لأنه دخل علم النفس والدين وشرحه كاان واايد حلو وبسييط

2) That some girls still put make-up and don't consider the meaning of this month

3) That we overeat-including me- altho this month is supposed to be a clensing month for our body and soul..

اللهم ربي لك الحمد ولك الشكر كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك

وصلى اللهم على نبينا محمد وعلى أله وصحبه أجمعين

FloaTing Dreams..A Reality Or a Bursting Bubble.. ^__^ ?!

Switzerland ^___^

We all had floating dreams once upon a time..we sat in our room days and days thinking of it..imaginating every detail..thinking of the way we would act..talk...what we will be wearing or feeling..wanting it soo badly that we couldn't let go...we would dream before going to school or to university or to work..we wanted that boost of energy before reality's shockSSss!!..

The dream to love and be loved..the dream to be a famous writter or a doctor..the dream to be someone important in this big Beautiful World...the dream to be a clown( maybe for some:D)..the dream to have a ferrary..!! the dream to have a beauTifuL Family..the dream to have a better future..to have turtles lool ..anything..

we had dreams that gave our life a meaning...it made our reality sweeter..it added a flavour to our journey of life..it spiced Up our Story abit when we told it to others....

sometimes we laughed at our dreams cuz we never thought it would come true..other times we were determined to make it HapPen....

My Dream Came True and waiting for other dreams to follow the steps Ensha Allah : )

What about you..?

What was or is your dream

Did it come True

?

Last Note:

Sometimes our dream does not come true..we get disappointed...days and nights we think about it..why couldn't i marry that girl or guy or be an actor or buy this or that ..

we indulge ourselves in sadness not knowing what is waiting for us...

days paSs by...week after week...month after month and suddenly it shakes our world..

a Girft from God..Allah..The Mercifull.. a better dream..something u have never imagined...u thought u lost a great dream but u have got a better one and your HapPy that the first dream didnt come true otherwise u wouldn't have seen or sensed the BeauTy of the new Dream; )..

Tell Me A Secret...!!

Zellamsee...a magical place in Austria where i went last year...

What is the one memory from your past that u can't let go..that u still love..or hate..or wish to change ?

There was this one memory that i wish to go back to..

its when i was a kid around 12, 13 and my family and I, couzins,,other relatives maybe around 12 or more were in a bus..singing..playing around..chatting..and then we arriveD to this magical place...in iran...it has a beauTiful Nature masha Allah..Green Grass..Cold Water PasSing By..We were jumping over it..we were all hapPpPYy..no worries..no regrets..as kids

But..

Ci La Vi..This is Life ;)

Always El7amdu Allah ^___^

*~* I am BACK....!! *~*

I just Love this lil Smiley..Humble Guy ^___^ Sooo Cute

I miSsed My Blog..and i came back..decided to continue my memories on this page...i opened another blog " A Walk T@ Remember" but i decided:

Old is Gold :D

Sometimes u just can't let go of the past..its sweet...gives u strength..and sometimes even weakness...so..i decided i wont let some old memories hold me back if u know what i mean ^_^life goes on...we learn from the past...and i hope anyone i have hurt intentionally or un-intentionally..to forgive me..anyone who still doens't know why i did or said something..or why i hurt them..sorry..

For those who are still reading, if any, looool.. i got married about one year ago..when i was least expecting it to be honest but when it is meant to happen..when is written to be real..it HapPens..no matter what..elhamdu Allah

Marriage life is Weird..Sweet and full of Silly arguments hehe..one day i will talk about it

I am still working in the hospital as a Clinical Dietitian..Hopefully sooooooooooooooon very soon within few month i am OUT of there..yuupPPPYyYY..finally after 2 years cuz i wanna be a Freee Girl again...and please don't call me woman just cuz i am married!! :D

people r asking me to stay...WHY do u wanna quit!!...what r u gonna do with ur life??!!

its Rewarding and BleSsing to Talk to different people..Trying to Help them in the Hospital..but...

I wanna be free for a While..

and u know what..!! i don't care any more what people say about this..its my choice..i wanna do what ever i wanna do with my life..why should i work just to meet social expectations..!!! ...

It dosnt meant i dont wanna work or study any more..i just want to have a rest for a while then decide..

i am young and i wanna enjoy life..i don't mean just to sleep..as sweet as that is is the morning :P but also do to the things i have always wanted to do as a teenager and for some reason i didnt..

so..my journey will begin soon ensha Allah with some itneresting changes i hope ensha Allah

What about you?

what changes do you wish to make in your life..and why? ; )