"Fake it..Until you make it.." ; )

Sometimes...

I Feel Sad & Lonely Soo much...




I Pretend too much...



I Sleep too much...

I eat too much...

I Think too much...

and when i come to think about the reasons behind it..part of it is running away from reality..maybe its too painful to confront my self of my msitakes and shortcomings..so pretending or sleeping or over-eating tends to convert my attention to something else other than my reality..

Pretending actually works prettyyyyyyyyyyy gooood with me :D

u know ppl..i made a quote the other day..and please reserve my rights for owning this quote :P

"Fake it..Until You make it.." :D

it may sound a lil silly but trust me i tried it and it works :D

sometimes when u pretend ur confident..or that ur HapPy even tho ur not..over time..you may beleive ur own lie and pretending..u may indulge ur self in a happy and smiley face until u forget u were sad..so try it and let me know what u think about this ; )

and let me know how you scape reality..?!

Random Thoughts... : )

Sometimes I come across a drawing or a memory from the old old days where homes were side by side , Hearts were filled with love and care

Life was simple then, yeah more difficult but in a way it was more simple

I guess the less distractions u have , more focused and HapPIer u can be

In today's world we seem indulged in everything yet nothing in quality perspective

Internet, driving, TV, movies, malls, shoPping, chatting, doing nothing, magazines, fashion, gosSips and every other thing that is not really in our top priority but we spend much of our time doing it anyways for one reason or another like me :D unfortunately of course

We barely have time for family, quality time that is not hi, bye, whats for launch kinda time :P we seem in a rush everyday but when u think about it, rush to do what?..

Life is short as we always say so there should not be excuses to make time for family, friends, and good gatherings and deeds



I guess spending 5 min a day thinking about poor people wont harm too ^_^ like buying water for the workers resting after long hot working hours under the sun

Today someone special I know did this, and I appreciate his deed and thought for thinking of others while he resting in an air-conditioned Beautiful house ; ) how thoughtful dear someone : )

Just a reminder for You & I ; )

الحمد الله على نعمه وفضله ^____^

A New Life...

I am back
Missed the blog world, my old friends and bloggers and the beautiful memories in the Internet world

I just had a baby girl ^___^elhamdu Allah

Feels like a Beautiful Dream, cant believe it

Life is different now, I feel older looool

The idea of taking care of a little one is exhausting and scary

I ask Allah to give me the strength and patience and Faith to be able to take good care of my little girl and be a good example for her ensue Allah

Just a short post to feel like old spring again lool cuz I am bored in this room, I need to do something for my self too before I lose my soul :D

A n

~Love me for who i am..~

Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.

"Rose Franken"

I Like this quote cuz its true in many ways..

If u can't act silly and stupid once in a while with ur loved one..then i guess u & him/her have some kind of a barrier that stops u to be truly ur self around him/her..

which means u two r not comfortable enough around each other..

which means u can't see through each other's soul

Its a beautiful feeling to just froget ur self around ur loved one cuz u ain't afraid of him/her judging you or finding u silly :D

Don't u think..? ; )

Life...!!

I am sitting here in my uncomfortable chair..in my room with a touch of orange-colour which i started hating :D wondering about my life before and now..

Thinking about what is missing..

Life is strange..isnt' it..? we think we want soemthing..but later on we realize it was just a fantasy...sometimes things are not meant to happen..and i can say from experience..thank God that not all what we wish for happens :D cuz what we wish for is not always what we need to be Happy..trust me on that ; )

ok...ur wondering what does a screaming baby has to do with my post..well..smart reader..didnt u realize it yet?

NUTHINnnnnnnnnnnnnng..looooooooooool..thats my point..as we go through life's journey..soemtimes not everything we do or think makes sense..until we grow older...wiser...and then we see it all..

Have a Nice Week Every one..or noone loool depending who reads or who doens't ^_^

Don't Give Up..

Keep Dreaming & Believing ; )

"#*"~ My Soul "#~*"

if you know about the Kuala Story..then the words below is for you ; )

Sometimes I LoOk at you..HoPing you are Looking back ..

I smile at you..hoping you can feel it too

My eyes closes to deny the fact that you are too buzy with your life..

My Heart makes excuses..but my Mind stands still..that..After all.. Our eyes and Our Heart build illusions sometimes..so, it can't be true!!

I Looked at you the other day..from far away...seconds paSsed by..i was waiting for my reflection..i was shouting within my heart..flames of hope were lightened..and here you were..

..LoOking at me...I smiled and my smile reflected back..it was you..my soul..the one I thought is hard to find.. the one i was looking for in the opposite direction..but at the end, I took a U-turn..i came back..to the direction i was ment to be

it's when you lOoked back.. that I knew..that things were going to be alright

; )