i am sorry..I was selfish and Inconsiderate
I am sorry…I call when I want..I meet you when I wish..
I am sorry I never thought about your loneliness..
I am sorry..I was self-centered and blinded with my big-fake self-image
I am sorry..but please..excuse me..because I was confused..i am still confused..
Your a good friend..and I wish u the best and all the happiness
How can I ask people to build a better and more beautiful world..when I..my self I am not ready to do so..
How can I ask people to be kind..nice..loyal and friendly..and cherish al the beautiful days and nights..all the memories..when I Don’t
I don’t know why I do what I do..maybe I know..maybe I am hiding behind a shielded wall of feelings..
I hide to prevent my small heart from being crushed..from breaking apart..
Maybe I don’t know my self..maybe I delude my self..maybe I refuse to see or admit the other side of me..the side that I wish ppl can never see...
The part that I wish to Eliminate ..so I can be a better person..a better Muslim...
I am sorry…But I will try to change..I will try my best insha Allah...
I hope this post does not make u feel depressed.. so here i am trying to smile : ) come on now..show me that big..beautiful..innocent smile ^___^Yeaaahhh..that is what i am talking about :D
2 comments:
Hey friend,
Don’t blame yourself for something you don’t mean, your compunction feeling means that you hold a big caring heart to your friends and their feelings.
The greatest good you can do for you friends is not just to share them their sadness, loneliness or to be always beside them but to love them as they are for no reasons, when they feel that believe me they will forgive you, if as you said you wasn’t near them when they needed you, which I personal doubt that :)
Allah Bless U
Hey there Stranger : )
I am soo happy to recieve a comment from u ..YaaY
well..i am not usually pesimistic and sad..as u can notice from my blog...and i am much much more happy el7amde Allah today..
when i am sad i realize I tend to write my sadness with great words..ya3ni bakaber el moudoo3..
but feeling guilty is good sometimes..it makes me keep intouch with my self..helps me understand my self..better..and helps me wanna become a better person and a better muslim..
I felt this way yesterday becausei felt i am not a good friend..sometimes i am a good friend..sometimes..my mood is just simply selfish
thanx for ur motivating and kind words : )
see you ... ^__^Be haPPPY
thanx for ur motivating words
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